Ah, sometimes I can just pull an old .mp3 out of nowhere that I used to have on my walkman and find myself transported back to the time when I used to listen to it ad infinitum.

Fourteen months ago. No direction, no job, no purpose, the memories of losing Matthew still fresh in my mind. Having to wake up at 6AM to go to go work in a christian ( Read more... )

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The flood I have gotten from all of my friends all over the internet has just been frankly outstanding and amazing. I can't begin to tell you how much it is helping me through this. Thank you so much. I love you guys ( Read more... )

My cat just died. He was ripped to pieces by the neighbour's dog.

I'm beside myself with grief.

My grandfather's in the hospital. He's dying. The doctor's say he isn't going to last the week.

Time to let another old man die, I guess.

Right now I'm not actually typing on the computer that has internet access. That computer is right now being used by my sister to play Maple Story, but all of a sudden I had an urge to write a LJ entry so here I am, mashing away on my typewriter-slash-paperweight. I've had lots of stuff on my mind lately and I've been using my livejournal less and ( Read more... )

I'm not at work today. I should be happy about this, because I'll still get paid, but I'm not.

And the reason for that is because the old man I take care of on the weekdays passed away last night.

I feel... relieved because he was very sick, but I also feel crushed.

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