Apr 26, 2004 20:59
why do i bother anymore? the moment that i begin to trust again i get that person gets ripped way from me. for reason that i have no idea why. my only reason at the moment to keep on living is dana. "i need you" its the best feeling in the world to be needed. and school really sucks right now with 9th grade projects and i gotta spanish test on friday that we just found out we had. which realy sucks because my part of the project is due by 8:00 am on friday.soo ya know i gotta lotta stuff to worry about. and my personal life is just fucked up, as always. i have two people that i can count on, dana and alex. kyle........... needs some time i guess and whatever i'll give it to him. we all need sometime just to be by ourselfs or whatever, but i'll always be there for him no matter what. im waiting for my sister to call me, i could use some advice and i just really want some1 to talk to. me and her got really close in the past week. i really count on her now. i never thought that we would get this close, but here we are really good friends, can you believe it me and and kelly friends. it was bound to happen sooner or later. now were into the same music, and its great. and i have one last thing to say... i think im in love, wow this feeling isn't going away.