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With what should have been one of the most frustrating and infuriating nights I've had in a long ass time it turned out to be one of the most romantic. My friends and I were getting ready to go out to Dave and Busters for round two of trying to celebrate my friend Touray's birthday. As we were driving from Potbelly's my belly full of roast beef my brakes on my car decided to crap out and barely just barely work at all. So I manage to drive back over to where my boyfriend Sean has his car parked and park my car without damaging anyone else's or my own. Climbing out I realize I've put off taking care of the skreetching squeeling noise my car was making. I in my true fashion got irrationally upset and as I was getting ready to have my hissy fit my boyfriend wrapped his arms around me and pulled me in tight I struggled at first but he didnt let up and held me there my face to his chest and hugged me.. . I felt like I was going to melt... Sean is one of the first guys who didnt just nag me or mock me when I got upset and actually knew what to do which is hold me until I felt like it was okay again... He's one of the nicest, sweetest and goofiest guys I've ever dated... He makes me feel special when I'm around him its kind of awesome. So we proceed to drive ot dave and busters and got a bit lost he never looses his cool when we get lost its a nice change of pace for me when I'm used to freaking out about getting lost. Then we managed to split up of course and we went around playing video games and he's a lot of fun in an arcade he really enjoys himself so its easy for me to enjoy myself as well. My friends got bored right away even though it was their idea to come and luckily one of them had their own car and was able to drive everyone back. We stayed and played some more games and had a good time. At the end of the night he even let me get this huge stuffed animal dog with the tickets that mostly he had won. We then drove home and its funny normally if I were in a car alone with someone I felt so strongly about I would want to scream out to them how much I love them but with Sean I dont feel like I have to shout it out like its either already known or I feel secure enough to let my emotions grow naturally... I really think I'm in love with him but I want to be sure this time.