Lucky?
Man I have to admit I'm having quite a streak of luck its nice for once. I mean I'm broke as per usual and all my friends have dispersed back to their colleges and what not. Classes are going well except for chemistry where my teacher is apparently still in Europe tomorrow will tell if he is back in the states or what. I am dating someone now and he is very sweet but I am being a bit shallow he's not that great looking and so I feel like... maybe I should find someone more in my league? I don't want to be shallow about the whole thing but I look back at other guys I've dated and I'm like...Hmm why is it every guy I'm actually attracted to ends up leaving me for some other girl? I want to be content and satisfied by a guy who I am somewhat physically attracted to and is really good to me and I get along with fairly well... but I cant help but be hung up on previous relationships... I dont want to ruin what I have and I dont want to betray my friendship with that person but I cant help but wonder what it would be like if I got back together with them... I think I go through that phase with every guy I date though that things dont work out on their part... I mean it happened in Arkansas and I think the same thing is going on with this person... I just hate caring more about the person I dated then they did about me. It sucks.