Dec 01, 2007 18:29
in beloit with zee. sometimes i forget just how bad of social anxiety i have. maybe it's getting worse?? i don't meet that many new people anymore. i've been fairly reclusive lately too. i feel really useless right now. i think not eating most of today wasnt the best either.
this still was better than going to the ptq. and i got a drunk dial from mouse! unfortunately i seem to have shit reception here so all i ended up with was a voicemail. i spent most of the day hanging out with this really cute geek girl named claudia while she played this totally ridiculous (in both senses) roleplaying game on the ps2. unfortunately i've already forgotten the name of the game. i did a modo draft for no good reason and got the most ridiculous deck ever. (3 tarfire, 3 peppersmoke, 2 inversion, shreikmaw, pestermite, mulldrifter)
i changed my profile a couple days ago. instead of a bunch of lame movie quotes, it's now a bunch of lame song quotes. they all mean something to me though so whatev. i bet almost nobody i know has heard all of them. maybe zee.
each time things start to happen again
i think ive got something good goin for myself
but what goes wrong?
ps - zee, i love you.