your such a little dead beat
Okay, where do i begin...?
saturday-
Ah yes, what a day.... my meme and pepe's wedding... it was so BOORRRINNGGG. I went to my great grandma's house which is like 400.56 flippn degrees, and I sat around and listened to people talk... and yadda ya... and everytime i was just about to doooze off, they'd all start laughing and become nosey again, and wake me up lol. It was gross seeing my grandparents kiss, I think kissing is gross with old people. My dad like handing me the camera and told me to take pictures, i didn't feel ike it though... and like id try to go infront of people and my stupid cousin is like camera crazy so i could step infornt of him until he was done takign pictures, and by then everone stoped smiling and moved on. whatever.. not a thrilling day, i felt sick too cause it was soo warm and exhausting.
sunday-
this day was rather sweet.. well the night before I went to bed at like 7, originally just wanting to take a nap, but I ended up completely falling alseep acause my parent didn't wake me up... and soo i didn't take my dog in so she spent the night outside... and anyways, i woke up at 9 and found out my parents didn't bring the dog in, so i had to bring her in, and she was all bouncy for some reason liek she didn't want to go inside, but yea w.e she had to anyways. and sooo my rents were like, are you coming to foxwoods?, and I'm like okay... but I'll be kinda bored so im not wuite sure... and theya re like oh, invite a friend... so im like great, non of my friends are up this early in the morning, so the first person i tried to call was alyssa, because I just hung out with alyssa on friday night.... and then I realized she said something about not being able to get together over the weekend, so bascially she wasn't home, and then I tried to call sara.... but sara disconnects her phone in the am, soo after about 15 tries, i gave up and told my parents i wasn't going... but my mom told me to get ready anyways, just incase i get ahold of one of them.... then she said that I had an extra 30 inutes cause we wern't leaving untill 10:30 now.... so I tried to call sara one more time, and then I called erich... I don't like the thought of having erich as a last resort, but I havn't talked to him in like... FOREVEERRR... and so anyways, I guess its just weird talkign to him.... I always thinks he like secretly hates me or something and is just to afraid to tell me. anyways, he could come, he seemed rather angry that i woke him up at 9:30, but ohwell, I didn't even realize that it was that early because I've been going to bed so early lately. Anyways, so we pick him up, and we drive on our way to the casino.... it takes about a half hour to find a parking space... conneticut looks really different though, like there are so many farms, and they had like a school in the middle of a feild, sooo farmy.... anyways yea, it took forever to get parking, i was just thinking... oh know, if we its takign us this long to geta parking space, the place must be packed... we almost got in like 50 accidents that day... and we lost our grandparetnts... so when we got in the building my dad had to call home to find out grandma and grandpas cellie number, and so they call them and we finally find them. then we were off to the buffet, it sucked cause the line was so fucking long.... and me and erich coulda left if we wanted to and got food a different place, but stupid me wanted to stay inline cause I was damn hungry... I was weird that day, i was like shaking cause of all the people, and I kept feelign liek i was about to pass out, luckily i didn't... anywho... after screaming my lungs out i felt better... and yea buffet, boring wasn't worth the money unless we got 80 tuns of food. then the rents went off gambeling and me and erich were gunna go see a movie cause we though when they ment "theatre" they were tlaking about cinema.... so we went to the "box office" and asked what movies were playing...and they are like.... we don't give that information here, which im guessing is indian for, get the hell out this aint a movie theatre this is a casino. anyways, so me and erich were bored, great exactly what i needed! boredommm.... as if he didn't seem pissed at me already, anyways we went to the arcade, we played these weird coin games and then air hockey, i won -7 to 3- go me, anyways... finally, my parents called and my mom blew ALL the moeny, so we were gunna go home, but me and erich still had courters so we gave them to her to see if she could try and win just one more time, so we waited, and she lost anyways... then on the way out the building we saw hanging in this fridge in some chinese resturant, these carkuses that looked liek cats and dogs , skinned and headless, and man o man that was nasty.. i was liek cussing the chinese... but the thing was 70 percent of that building was chinese people, and most were old, and most were ugly... so that day alltogether amount to NOTHING!.... but yea when we got home we went bakc out to go see contantine... it was pretty good actually, even though some freak behind keep commenting and saying everything looked gay, in the preveiws, and when the movie ended he said it sucked... but he just wanted to look like this know it all critic guy, when he was really just looking for atntion.. and he got it- if you want people to think your a complete idiot, then i guess he was doing the right thing.-
Ah yes, now to today... today was the 1st day of vaca i did NOTHINGGGGG, whata borign friken day, thats okay, all the others were too even though i did stuff... all i did today though was watch the parent trap, well part of it, get yelled at by my dad for being to noisey cause he was doing tax transaction w.e thingeys, and i watched american idol... and that was kinda broing tonight anyways....so thats about it.
I mean not it, but I dunno, I feel wasted anways.... like this whoel vacation is another excuse for getting lazy. I want the summer to frekin come already, im sick of the fucking SNOW! I'm tired, of.. i dont even know what... i can't come to accept that im tired of amounting up to nothing, i want to think that there is this big place for me some how, somewhere.....
but i can't stop forgetting that good things come with time, and that you can only look back on things and say that they were good, because the future may be a hell of alot worse.
saturday-
Ah yes, what a day.... my meme and pepe's wedding... it was so BOORRRINNGGG. I went to my great grandma's house which is like 400.56 flippn degrees, and I sat around and listened to people talk... and yadda ya... and everytime i was just about to doooze off, they'd all start laughing and become nosey again, and wake me up lol. It was gross seeing my grandparents kiss, I think kissing is gross with old people. My dad like handing me the camera and told me to take pictures, i didn't feel ike it though... and like id try to go infront of people and my stupid cousin is like camera crazy so i could step infornt of him until he was done takign pictures, and by then everone stoped smiling and moved on. whatever.. not a thrilling day, i felt sick too cause it was soo warm and exhausting.
sunday-
this day was rather sweet.. well the night before I went to bed at like 7, originally just wanting to take a nap, but I ended up completely falling alseep acause my parent didn't wake me up... and soo i didn't take my dog in so she spent the night outside... and anyways, i woke up at 9 and found out my parents didn't bring the dog in, so i had to bring her in, and she was all bouncy for some reason liek she didn't want to go inside, but yea w.e she had to anyways. and sooo my rents were like, are you coming to foxwoods?, and I'm like okay... but I'll be kinda bored so im not wuite sure... and theya re like oh, invite a friend... so im like great, non of my friends are up this early in the morning, so the first person i tried to call was alyssa, because I just hung out with alyssa on friday night.... and then I realized she said something about not being able to get together over the weekend, so bascially she wasn't home, and then I tried to call sara.... but sara disconnects her phone in the am, soo after about 15 tries, i gave up and told my parents i wasn't going... but my mom told me to get ready anyways, just incase i get ahold of one of them.... then she said that I had an extra 30 inutes cause we wern't leaving untill 10:30 now.... so I tried to call sara one more time, and then I called erich... I don't like the thought of having erich as a last resort, but I havn't talked to him in like... FOREVEERRR... and so anyways, I guess its just weird talkign to him.... I always thinks he like secretly hates me or something and is just to afraid to tell me. anyways, he could come, he seemed rather angry that i woke him up at 9:30, but ohwell, I didn't even realize that it was that early because I've been going to bed so early lately. Anyways, so we pick him up, and we drive on our way to the casino.... it takes about a half hour to find a parking space... conneticut looks really different though, like there are so many farms, and they had like a school in the middle of a feild, sooo farmy.... anyways yea, it took forever to get parking, i was just thinking... oh know, if we its takign us this long to geta parking space, the place must be packed... we almost got in like 50 accidents that day... and we lost our grandparetnts... so when we got in the building my dad had to call home to find out grandma and grandpas cellie number, and so they call them and we finally find them. then we were off to the buffet, it sucked cause the line was so fucking long.... and me and erich coulda left if we wanted to and got food a different place, but stupid me wanted to stay inline cause I was damn hungry... I was weird that day, i was like shaking cause of all the people, and I kept feelign liek i was about to pass out, luckily i didn't... anywho... after screaming my lungs out i felt better... and yea buffet, boring wasn't worth the money unless we got 80 tuns of food. then the rents went off gambeling and me and erich were gunna go see a movie cause we though when they ment "theatre" they were tlaking about cinema.... so we went to the "box office" and asked what movies were playing...and they are like.... we don't give that information here, which im guessing is indian for, get the hell out this aint a movie theatre this is a casino. anyways, so me and erich were bored, great exactly what i needed! boredommm.... as if he didn't seem pissed at me already, anyways we went to the arcade, we played these weird coin games and then air hockey, i won -7 to 3- go me, anyways... finally, my parents called and my mom blew ALL the moeny, so we were gunna go home, but me and erich still had courters so we gave them to her to see if she could try and win just one more time, so we waited, and she lost anyways... then on the way out the building we saw hanging in this fridge in some chinese resturant, these carkuses that looked liek cats and dogs , skinned and headless, and man o man that was nasty.. i was liek cussing the chinese... but the thing was 70 percent of that building was chinese people, and most were old, and most were ugly... so that day alltogether amount to NOTHING!.... but yea when we got home we went bakc out to go see contantine... it was pretty good actually, even though some freak behind keep commenting and saying everything looked gay, in the preveiws, and when the movie ended he said it sucked... but he just wanted to look like this know it all critic guy, when he was really just looking for atntion.. and he got it- if you want people to think your a complete idiot, then i guess he was doing the right thing.-
Ah yes, now to today... today was the 1st day of vaca i did NOTHINGGGGG, whata borign friken day, thats okay, all the others were too even though i did stuff... all i did today though was watch the parent trap, well part of it, get yelled at by my dad for being to noisey cause he was doing tax transaction w.e thingeys, and i watched american idol... and that was kinda broing tonight anyways....so thats about it.
I mean not it, but I dunno, I feel wasted anways.... like this whoel vacation is another excuse for getting lazy. I want the summer to frekin come already, im sick of the fucking SNOW! I'm tired, of.. i dont even know what... i can't come to accept that im tired of amounting up to nothing, i want to think that there is this big place for me some how, somewhere.....
but i can't stop forgetting that good things come with time, and that you can only look back on things and say that they were good, because the future may be a hell of alot worse.