Mar 08, 2005 22:38
Today really sucked for pretty much everyone in our family.
I really wish that it would stop snowing also, I'm sick of 2-hour delays, I'd rather either have school, or not have school, cause on 2 hour delays I end up having to wake up at friken 6 anyways to shovel or something.
Today sucked for me, cause I got a D on my english essay, that pretty much effected my whole day and I really didn't get a chance to be happy much...
however before that, in anatomy, I had a weird experience.... we are studying the skeletal system, and she had a box of bones, and for some reason I thought that they were real, like I don't even know why looking back on it I feel like an idiot, but yes, she made as pick them up and guess what part they were, when I picked a part, i got like the mandable, and I was like shaking and cringing, cause I thought it was real, then i realized.... they wouldn't be able to do that, that would be alot of money to buy body donor parts lol, and only like crime scene investigaters do that kind of stuff, so then I was told that they wernt real and I felt idiodic untill english were I just felt flat out depressed.
I didn't get a change really to talk to sara today, thats alright I guess, it dosn't matter cause I didn't have anything to talk about anyways lol.
I got home today, and I did the same old thing I always do, I'm so sick and tired of my schedual when I get home, like in school I care so much about EVERYTHING, but like when i get home, I dont care about school at all, I wish I never got homework, problems would be so solved, I've been slackign off really bad, and by the time I go to do my hw I'm wicked tired and I end up falling asleep this my hw sprawled out all over me.
I tooka short nap tonight though, so maybe that will help me stay up the extra hour...
I dont know why I'm wasting time writting here though, I just feel obligated to keep writting in a regular pattern, I guess I want to be able to see how I spent all my life as a kid.... I think i might print all my lj entries out also, just incase liek something happens and they are all lost, I want to hold on to them, somehow I may just be lonely one day and want to know that these are the days that brought me to where I'll be. Its not really recorded event though, I don't like to remebre the things I did all day, Its how i felt about my day I guess, that really effects me the most.... sometimes I wish I just jought down my day and was so mechanical about everything, just so I could be smart and not get d's on my essays, but I'd never fall into that crowd, everybodies very mechnical, no matter how mcuh of a daram queen/ king they seem, the really are mechanical, like robots, they wake up every morning, and they know exactly what they want, I wake up and I'm more concerned about whats gunna happen, if.
Today we had an early dissimsal, sorta pointless however becuase we got hoem at about the same time we normally do anyways, just like 10 or some minutes early,
I guess alot can happen in ten minutes, thats not entirely true, but on a rare occasion, its so real you want to believe your just dreaming.
I'm done, I'll write stuff later its just getting late, bye