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a picture to fit my mood better.
this medicine is like a poisen seeking through my already broken mind. keeping me down. anyone i come in contact with daily beware the beast. i dont want anyone to feel bad for me, there's no point in that. i will get better and brandon is taking good care of me.
right now i'm a prisoner in my head. i feel helpless, i haven't felt a higher moment, it's hard to smile when someone says something i would have otherwise thought was funny.
i'm going back to the first doctor on the 16th and the second on the 18th. i was thinking of calling her about this medicine's effect on me, but it's only a week, i want to try and rough it til my appointment. it could get ugly.
this medicine is like a poisen seeking through my already broken mind. keeping me down. anyone i come in contact with daily beware the beast. i dont want anyone to feel bad for me, there's no point in that. i will get better and brandon is taking good care of me.
right now i'm a prisoner in my head. i feel helpless, i haven't felt a higher moment, it's hard to smile when someone says something i would have otherwise thought was funny.
i'm going back to the first doctor on the 16th and the second on the 18th. i was thinking of calling her about this medicine's effect on me, but it's only a week, i want to try and rough it til my appointment. it could get ugly.