broken pieces of apathy
the light snow that's falling right now looks so pretty in the 730 light it's hard to look away, like if i don't memerize it, i might never nee anything that beautiful again. the sun will never again be that exact foggy yellow in that exact spot behind the tree with snowflakes just that big falling just that slowly.
i started new medicine yesterday, now i have to remember two pills. i'm so glad i don't have to take the naptime shit anymore, it's worth the two for that. it's 730 and i'm awake, ready to clean. after i get my brother ready for school.
note to self, always make your child your priority, do not make your child someone else's responsibility. i'm to young to have an eight-year-old. he's a good kid though, he's my brother, i love him, it's not his fault my mom is how she is.
to myself
jaime, don't expect anything
don't
quit it
stop that
not even five minutes
no
not even that
not a call
no
a short one?
no
not an e-mail
even if they said?
no
nothing
no
or you will get hurt, you naive little girl
i started new medicine yesterday, now i have to remember two pills. i'm so glad i don't have to take the naptime shit anymore, it's worth the two for that. it's 730 and i'm awake, ready to clean. after i get my brother ready for school.
note to self, always make your child your priority, do not make your child someone else's responsibility. i'm to young to have an eight-year-old. he's a good kid though, he's my brother, i love him, it's not his fault my mom is how she is.
to myself
jaime, don't expect anything
don't
quit it
stop that
not even five minutes
no
not even that
not a call
no
a short one?
no
not an e-mail
even if they said?
no
nothing
no
or you will get hurt, you naive little girl