Soooo... it has been forever since i last posted anything here. so basically i am doing great. i am engaged and living with my fiancee. his name is frank and he completes me in every way.

i wrote a novel in a notebook and that took two years, i am now typing it up and it is alot harder to copy than i thought. well thats basically it byes


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All my friends are already aware of my disease.... and at least 4 or 5 of those friends see how it tears me up emotionally.... I have PCOS, Polycystic Ovary Syndrome. It is one of the leading causes for women not to be able to get pregnant. But other than that horrible factor it causes cancer! It makes me grow hair where women should not be growing ( Read more... )

I am at Ang's uncle's house sitting in the living room.. Just got done putting adderall up the nose... I know it is a bad habbit... but I have the RX for it, and it works faster when you snort it... Plus I would rather have it go up my nose and skip going through my liver that is already bad. If I take it orally then it would go through my liver.. ( Read more... )

The band, Evanescence, has been around for quite a few years now. Their tune was inspired by Nine Inch Nails, and that was what lead singer Amy Lee had said in many of her interveiws. Their first store sold album, Fallen, was on the top 10 for at least 2 months in a row. The song that made them famous was "Bring me to life". Now they have two more ( Read more... )

Hehe I figured I would use that as the title since that is how I feel. With mom always bitching and then deciding weather or not I should move in with Mela and Freya. I mean it would be closer to Dave but who's to say he wants to be my boyfriend? I don't know. Maybe I can talk Jenna into moving up near that area with me, and it IS closer to another ( Read more... )

Is there a tattoo on my forehead that I don't see that says "Hurt me"? Because I keep getting the feeling that it is there. I constantly try to scrub it off but it wont dissapear. It isn't fair, why can't I find the happiness I deserve? And why do people keep hurting me?