Alone
I need to make more friends. I only have four on this here live journal deal. I feel like I had a lot of friends at one point so where are they now? Randal left yesterday and I am refusing to let the reality sink in that he is going back to Spain 3 months and may never come back. This time I can't go with him. I have to stay in Asheville. Damn, have I put myself in a position or what? I don't know where anybody is and I am so out of touch and suddenly very alone. I can deal for a few days, maybe weeks. I have plenty to do to keep me busy. I need other humans-I really do. But for now, I am just going to pretend that I don't need anyone until the loneliness forces me to rip at the seams and some good soul comes along to help put me back together...