Some days, I can’t seem to break free of my formative years. I escape into the early 2000s reading about everything that happened from different perspectives. It’s 2024, I still listen to the get up kids, park and anything that came out before 2010. I can’t believe this site exists. I also know no one will ever see this. Which in some way is like ( Read more... )

wow ..its been forever since i posted Many many depressing memories in here.... I guess its good to say those times are behind me. Connery is recording in New Jersey with the same guy who recorded the new socratic ep. untill then -Andrew

Were in deeper then we ever thought we'd be

im tired it's two am and i just got home. im realizing how alone i really am. not friendship wise but emotionally. i need to connect with someone. and know its still possible that heart to heart connection can still happen.

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life is getting interesting. going on tour. buying new music equipment. spending lots of money i wish i didnt have to,,,why could ent i play chess instead of music im sure thatd cost a whole lot less....but anyway life really isnt so bad right now. im surviving. obviously im sad lonley and depressed as usual b ut still.

WHAT'RE YOU SO AFRAID OF?!

I listen to alot of saves the day and dashboard becuase im lame.  And i have emotions that i cant control which doesnt make me any better.   im such a failure and such  a waste.  everyones tired of it.  i dont know what to do.  its hard to find people to understand.   ...bright note todays payday. tomorrow is me buying ( Read more... )

ill just grab my chest and pull the knife further through

ugh. bad day

how does this work..ehh. life is about at a standstill i have friends and stuff but work is slowly creeping up on me. i cant write anymore for some reason and it bugs me. its like whatever creativity i have or had is completely gone. ive learned that dreams arent over rated im going on tour mid october. me, nh, ma. possibly ct. acoustic shows ( Read more... )

life is changing and so am i. im ready to meet it for the first time in a while i found new friends. and that helps. my conversations about life in general with my friend marty help out alot. he knows whats up. For now my lifes saying is oging to be Grow a beard and be somebody. which now will translate to. hey man get off yo' ass and make ( Read more... )

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Hey My names andrew. And im going insane ( Read more... )