Futures
how does this work..ehh. life is about at a standstill i have friends and stuff but work is slowly creeping up on me. i cant write anymore for some reason and it bugs me. its like whatever creativity i have or had is completely gone. ive learned that dreams arent over rated im going on tour mid october. me, nh, ma. possibly ct. acoustic shows down the coast. just me and my friend jake. to promote ofthesegates our band. im a janitor and it rules i get sweet keys and sweet cash to pay for films and vintage albums.
yeah i stole that from someone but whatever. I honestly dont know what im doing anymore. I have so many of these posts all over livejournal. every year i have the same problems. ive come to the conclusion im failure at its brightest. theres no way ill ever be able to live up to what i want to be. i wont find someone that i want. and maybe there not there. but ill keep trying and keep lieing tomyself to get there. you may say im only in highschool but ive thought myself sick. ive thought more then some kids have theyre whole life. im doing better in school. ish....i need to step it up anouther notch and ill be okay. becuase im a loser im growing a beard. yeah typical huh. i want to see if its cool for me. i need a change. or somthing i dont know. i keep staying up late at night talking about playing shows and working on stuff and the future. i dont live in the now. i cant stand the now. saturday i get a new guitar which is exciting a new guitar for tour becuase i dont own an adequate acoustic, now i have to go get ready for school. yeah// peace ..jam //love
=andrew
yeah i stole that from someone but whatever. I honestly dont know what im doing anymore. I have so many of these posts all over livejournal. every year i have the same problems. ive come to the conclusion im failure at its brightest. theres no way ill ever be able to live up to what i want to be. i wont find someone that i want. and maybe there not there. but ill keep trying and keep lieing tomyself to get there. you may say im only in highschool but ive thought myself sick. ive thought more then some kids have theyre whole life. im doing better in school. ish....i need to step it up anouther notch and ill be okay. becuase im a loser im growing a beard. yeah typical huh. i want to see if its cool for me. i need a change. or somthing i dont know. i keep staying up late at night talking about playing shows and working on stuff and the future. i dont live in the now. i cant stand the now. saturday i get a new guitar which is exciting a new guitar for tour becuase i dont own an adequate acoustic, now i have to go get ready for school. yeah// peace ..jam //love
=andrew