Rejected

[bigkickr]

Sigh......feeling rejected has to be one of the worst feelings i've had in a while. To lay everything out all on one hand only to lose is devastating. Such is the reality of the situation though. I took a chance to get back what I want and I got rejected. I can't hide from that anymore. You cannot go through life living in a fantasy land thinking

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[babystar06]

Just a question... would you rather me be with you and be unhappy? Nathan, i'm not rejecting you in any way but you know as well as I do that if i was with you in a serious relationship now that it would be hell. IT wouldn't be fair to either of us to be in that situation. I'm sorry for being honest and telling you the truth but like i have told you a million times before, i'm not gonna lie to you. So... to take your words... it is what it is and that will be what it is for now. I guess all i can do is cower and say i'm sorry because again i'm made to feel small and insignificant. ~Jess

P.S~ To all your friends that hate me.... sorry i can't be perfect for everyone. I know I make nathan miserable sometimes but you guys don't see how he makes me feel. So i will ask nicely that everyone plese let Nathan and I deal with this one. No comments from everyone about how much better he would be without me and so on, please.