Ok.....so i'm not really good at keepin this thing consistant....but hey......it works ( Read more... )

So I know I was in the middle of an entry the last time I wrote and I said to be continued......but I really don't want to ( Read more... )

And i honestly do not know what to do! I'm lost! Drowning in a sea of confusion. I can't explain to anyone how proud I was of myself after I got beck from being in Yellowstone. I was grown up.....I had made huge decisions by myself and i was ready to move on with my life. I was ready to be grown up and to do things........but that all went to shit ( Read more... )

So......now what ( Read more... )

Haveyou ever been on one of those carnival rides that spin you ALL over the place and you feel like it's never going to end? Welcome to my life ( Read more... )

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So every day......I get closer and closer to saying Fuck it, but GOD DAMN MY STUBBORNNESS!! What is wrong with me that I just can't let it go? Fuck, I have to honestly be so stubborn that I really just don't know what to do about it or so god damn stupid that all of you just don't know what to do about it......and actually...now that I put a little ( Read more... )

I'm still emotionally destroyed and it only gets worse day by day! I don't know what to do anymore.....

I'm open for suggestions if anyone happens to have any......and this goes out to anyone because it has now become a desperate cry for help cuz something has to be done different..........

If nothing changes, I think i may finally lose it

So......yeah......what now?? You should have never even asked....or even thought it! Life is still hell on earth and I still don't have anything straight and it's getting harder and harder everyday! On that note, I miss the hell out of Adri cuz it seems like I never get to spend enough time with her. She is always with terry and it's so hard to be ( Read more... )

Ok....so let's just say I haven't updated my journal in a very long time because my computer at my house has been broke.....regardless it's still broke but bored and being on a friend's computer is always helpful ( Read more... )