theres nothing to fear
Things seem to be looking up again and she seems to be getting more comfortable with the idea of everything again. I hope so because i would really like this to work out. She just has this overall sweetness to her that makes you not want to leave her. It confuses me how some people could have been dumb enough to pass her up when they had the chance. i want to take things at her pace though...i don't think she's still totally comfy with letting go of everything and the last thing i would want to do is spook her by letting things progress too quickly. While i know that i would never do anything to hurt her, its hard to fully trust people when they've mislead you so much in the past so i know where she's coming from. I'm just letting things go as they will but i wish i could tell what she was thinking sometimes but i guess the thing that makes everything interesting is when you don't know whats goin on behind those eyes and you have to piece it together yourself.