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I wish i had the idea to kick my own ass more often...I've done nothing for the past 3 years almost.... I think the reason i haven't been happy with much in that period is because i haven't challenged myself...i haven't really tried at anything. I've done shit with music, i haven't really tried worth a damn in school, i have this business with Jeff and so far i've pretty much been all talk. I have all the time in the world to play video games but when it comes down to grinding everything out i find every excuse not to.
Thats why I'm not happy...it has nothing to do with not being in a relationship, wanting a relationship, being disappointed by ones that fall through before they even start due to the same recurring problem. I need to beat myself into getting things done what i say i want to get done. I really need to get out of this hole and make things a bit better because i think its starting to show and thats not good...not at all.
Thats why I'm not happy...it has nothing to do with not being in a relationship, wanting a relationship, being disappointed by ones that fall through before they even start due to the same recurring problem. I need to beat myself into getting things done what i say i want to get done. I really need to get out of this hole and make things a bit better because i think its starting to show and thats not good...not at all.