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There is not much to say. I am venting.
I am SO stressed. We may have to put my father into the hospital. That saddens me. He sleeps all day and takes sleeping pills and pain killers and hides from everyone.
SO my godmother and I might have to commit him tomorrow.
Because Id rather not walk into his house one day and find him dead.
I walked into his house the other day and there were empty whiskey bottles and empty pill bottles EVERYWHERE.
I have never in my life seen a more frail bruised skinny human being.
I hope and pray to NEVER end up that way.
Thank God my mother is in good health. Better than him at least.
Jason and I got into a argument today. I feel as if he does not ever want to hear or accept my point to things, when I respect and listen to every point he tells me. Im sure he would argue that though, because he feels as if he can't even talk to me. I wonder if thats because I dont listen or if its actually because sometimes I might be right.
I hate it when people break promises to me.
Even if its something as stupid as "I promise to call you back"
They may never know what that call back would've meant.
THEN come the excuses as to WHY there was no call back. WHICH I dont want to hear anymore.
My WHOLE life people have been giving me excuses and im tired of it. Its driving me insane to where I want to pound a banana into my skull.
Ugh. I miss my Heather. Im going to be here until Thursday and then going on Vacation until Monday.
Chelsea and Cora and I have decided we are going to get an apartment in Savannah as soon as we graduate. I cannot wait personally.
Im tired of not having a life. I need the responsibility and something to do.
I always have a HUGE social life. BUT that only lasts for so long.
Like seriously I havent been home in 3 weeks. And it will be another week or more until I DO get there.
And school starts in 2 weeks from today. icky. O well. I cant wait to get it over with. PLUS school means new clothes and supplies and such.
I need a vacation. AND I need my Heather and Breezy. :)
I love you guys. Especially you Brandy.
I am SO stressed. We may have to put my father into the hospital. That saddens me. He sleeps all day and takes sleeping pills and pain killers and hides from everyone.
SO my godmother and I might have to commit him tomorrow.
Because Id rather not walk into his house one day and find him dead.
I walked into his house the other day and there were empty whiskey bottles and empty pill bottles EVERYWHERE.
I have never in my life seen a more frail bruised skinny human being.
I hope and pray to NEVER end up that way.
Thank God my mother is in good health. Better than him at least.
Jason and I got into a argument today. I feel as if he does not ever want to hear or accept my point to things, when I respect and listen to every point he tells me. Im sure he would argue that though, because he feels as if he can't even talk to me. I wonder if thats because I dont listen or if its actually because sometimes I might be right.
I hate it when people break promises to me.
Even if its something as stupid as "I promise to call you back"
They may never know what that call back would've meant.
THEN come the excuses as to WHY there was no call back. WHICH I dont want to hear anymore.
My WHOLE life people have been giving me excuses and im tired of it. Its driving me insane to where I want to pound a banana into my skull.
Ugh. I miss my Heather. Im going to be here until Thursday and then going on Vacation until Monday.
Chelsea and Cora and I have decided we are going to get an apartment in Savannah as soon as we graduate. I cannot wait personally.
Im tired of not having a life. I need the responsibility and something to do.
I always have a HUGE social life. BUT that only lasts for so long.
Like seriously I havent been home in 3 weeks. And it will be another week or more until I DO get there.
And school starts in 2 weeks from today. icky. O well. I cant wait to get it over with. PLUS school means new clothes and supplies and such.
I need a vacation. AND I need my Heather and Breezy. :)
I love you guys. Especially you Brandy.