nothing to say. Not that you listen anyway.
I wanted to write.
There isnt much I guess to write about, but I wanted to anyway.
I am sad. I really need my boyfriend these days because I havent exactly been having the easiest time. And I said last night to him on the phone, "Please call me back. I really need you to." He said "I will."
And what does he do? Goes to the movies with some other girl.
But whatever. If it didnt matter to him that I was hurting, I cant make it matter.
My father was put into the hospital. He wouldnt do it voluntarily so the police and ambulance had to come and carry him out of there.
First time I ever rode in an ambulance.
They moved him into the psychiatric ward. Thank God.
But they have now moved him out. They wont help him in the way he needs it.
Leanna is pissed.
o well. Nothing i can do about it if he doesnt want help, and they wont do it without his say-so.
I went to Wal*Mart yesterday and got new stuff for school. I have yet to go shopping for clothes though.
THAT will be the fun part.
Because its my dad's birthday and I feel bad that he is in the hospital by himself, im going to make him a cake and wrap his presents and take them to him today.
Jason is taking me, then Dianna will meet with us later on after she gets off work.
I miss my Jason. I just dont really know if Im what he wants. He doesnt act like it too often or at least thats how he makes me feel.
Is it bad when a guy gets mad at YOU because you feel hurt because of something HE did and you express it to him??
Who is in the wrong? And why do I feel like its me??
Whatever. im gonna go do something else.
There isnt much I guess to write about, but I wanted to anyway.
I am sad. I really need my boyfriend these days because I havent exactly been having the easiest time. And I said last night to him on the phone, "Please call me back. I really need you to." He said "I will."
And what does he do? Goes to the movies with some other girl.
But whatever. If it didnt matter to him that I was hurting, I cant make it matter.
My father was put into the hospital. He wouldnt do it voluntarily so the police and ambulance had to come and carry him out of there.
First time I ever rode in an ambulance.
They moved him into the psychiatric ward. Thank God.
But they have now moved him out. They wont help him in the way he needs it.
Leanna is pissed.
o well. Nothing i can do about it if he doesnt want help, and they wont do it without his say-so.
I went to Wal*Mart yesterday and got new stuff for school. I have yet to go shopping for clothes though.
THAT will be the fun part.
Because its my dad's birthday and I feel bad that he is in the hospital by himself, im going to make him a cake and wrap his presents and take them to him today.
Jason is taking me, then Dianna will meet with us later on after she gets off work.
I miss my Jason. I just dont really know if Im what he wants. He doesnt act like it too often or at least thats how he makes me feel.
Is it bad when a guy gets mad at YOU because you feel hurt because of something HE did and you express it to him??
Who is in the wrong? And why do I feel like its me??
Whatever. im gonna go do something else.