Chapter nine of those 3 last words
Title: Those Three last words...
Author: Dark_dreamer123
Pairing: Gerard/Bert
Rating: NC-17
POV: Bert's POV
Chapter:9/10
Summary : Bert wakes up one day to realize that his world is forever changed.
Disclaimer: Don't own, don't sue
Author Note:Warning this has rape mentions of drugs and drinking. If you have any problems with it then tell me or plain and simple don’t read it. Special thanks to my beta Tanya. You made this chapter work so well. This is my first time posting in Bert/Gerard I hope you all like it. If you get confused at any point just ask me. If there any Pierre David in this story point them out to me if i missed any.
Chapter one and Intro
Chapter two
Chapter Three
Chapter Four
Chapter Five
Chapter Six
Chapter seven
Chapter eight
Chapter Nine
There was a loud banging at our front door that morning. Gerard was tangled around me. I lifted my head up to look around and heard that incessant banging once more. I shook Gerard gently until he woke up. He slowly opened his eyes, smiled at me, and kissed me on the lips whispering a soft 'morning' to me. The banging on the door continued. I looked down at Gerard and slowly kissed him as I forced myself to get up. I pulled the condom off my now flaccid member and threw it in the trash and picked up my pair of boxers.
Gerard started to giggle softly. "What?" I asked raising my eyebrow. He pointed to my stomach, and I looked down. There was dried come all over it. I looked back up at Gerard. "Yeah, it would have been so funny if I walked out like this," I said. Gerard just giggled again and threw me a t-shirt. He covered himself up with the covers as I went to answer the door.
The banging continued, and I opened the door slightly. "Hello, may I help you?" I asked the two men that were standing in the hallway. I looked at them. The first man was small and skinny, but from what I could see he had muscles. The second man was kinda fat but looked strong. He was also creeping me out by giving me this weird look.
"Hello Bert, long time no see. Sorry this took so long," the skinny one said. I looked at him totally confused. He stepped into my house pushing past me. This guy may look skinny and weak but man is he strong . The other one grabbed me pulling me into a half hug. "Hey dude, where's that hot ass of a boyfriend?"
I pushed him off of me. "What the hell man? What do you want with Gerard?" I asked. The skinny one kissed me on the lips quickly and walked into my living room. The fat guy pulled me to him and kissed my neck gently. "Your boy has a tight ass, I want it."
"Who are you?" I asked. He just smiled and slapped my ass.
"Come on Bert, loosen up. Don't act like you don't know us," he whispered pulling me closer to him. Suddenly I heard Gerard scream 'STOP'. I ran away from the fat guy and into the bedroom.
The skinny guy had Gerard in his arms touching his naked form. Gerard screamed again for him to stop. He pulled Gerard's hair kissing him on the lips. "Didn't Bert tell you?" he asked kissing Gerard again. Gerard looked over at me shaking his head no.
The man smirked. "John take care of Bert." John (the fat guy) nodded and grabbed me. I struggled to get away but the more I did the more I got myself stuck in John's tight embrace. He got a good hold on me and sat down in the arm chair pulling me into his lap and holding me into place.
The man kissed Gerard's chest. Gerard struggled to get away from him. He looked over at me and whispered, "Gerard, Bert sold you to me." The man smiled softly and kissed Gerard's neck.
My heart dropped at that moment. Gerard looked over at me his eyes wide with fear and tears dripping down his cheeks. He looked down defeated and uncovered his body to let the man touch him.
I shook my head no. "I did no such thing," I said.
John kissed my neck. "Yeah you did. Your boy is such a good fuck."
I shook my head and looked over at Gerard silent tears running down his face. "Gerard..." I whispered. If only things were different.
"What?" he asked walking over to me. The man hit him on the backside causing Gerard to jump.
"I'm so sorry Gee," I whispered.
But this time Gerard shook his head. "Sorry's not good enough this time," he replied his voice cracking at the end. I put my head down as the tears came to my eyes. I could hear Gerard's sobs as he walked over to the man and got down on all fours. I looked up at them.
The man smirked at me as he placed a condom over his dick. Gerard's arms began to shake as the man started to shove himself inside Gerard. I screamed 'NO' to him, but he just looked over at me and smiled. Gerard screwed his eyes shut and let the man violently fuck him harder and harder.
Gerard's mouth opened in a silent scream as the man ripped him apart. His eyes opened and he looked directly at me. "Did you ever love me?" he cried. The man pushed into his body rough and hard. I had to look away as he invaded my Gerard.
Gerard cried out again. I looked back over at them. Gerard was still looking at me with his eyes filled with such pain and hurt. He would have to close his eyes from the torture from time to time. "I will always love you," I whispered. Gerard screamed in pain as the man thrust particularly hard, burying himself deep inside Gerard's broken body.
I didn't get it. Gerard just let him do all of this to him. He didn't even put up a fight. I watched them not able to move. John started to touch me while holding me still thinking that I was getting off to this.
I couldn't even save Gerard from this. I felt so fucking helpless. Suddenly it seemed as though I had seen this all before. These two men. John and...Alan. My laughing and Gerard on the bed legs bent with blood running down them. They picked me up at a bar. Gave me drugs. Took me back to my apartment. I let them both rape Gerard.
I started to feel sick as I remembered this. I felt something poking me from behind. John was getting hard over seeing Gerard get raped. he slowly started to grind me trying to get any contact for his boner. He moaned softly in my ear. "You like that Bert?" he whispered. He moved down to my neck and bit it hard. I screamed as John just laughed.
He held onto me with one hand as he slowly rubbed me through my boxers. I only felt more sick as his hands ran over my clothed chest. I heard Alan cry out that he was coming. He started to thrust harder than Gerard could take causing him to fall forward with blood running down the back of his legs. Alan only moaned for the last time.
Alan got off Gerard pulled the condom off and threw it in Gerard's tear stained face. Gerard cried gritting his teeth in pain. He tried to move but cried out again when that proved to be too painful. John tossed me off him and ran over to Alan kissing him on the lips and grinding his crotch on Alan's leg.
"That...was...so...hot...baby," John said through kisses. I stood up slowly and ran over to Gerard. I sat down next to him pulling and took the condom off his face. I pulled him in my arms and kissed his cheek softly as I sobbed in his neck.
"I'll make it better," I whispered.
He shook his head weakly. "It's never going to be better Bert. Never," he said with tears glistening in his eyes.
I looked up at Alan. "You're not taking him with you! He's staying here with me and no one else! Do you hear me?" I shouted at him.
He laughed. "There's nothing you can do about it. You don't own him anymore Bert, we do." he smirked walking over to me and kissing Gerard on the lips.
"How much?" I asked looking down at Gerard.
"How much for what? Gerard?" Alan asked. I nodded. "I don't think you would have that much money."
"How much?" I shouted.
He laughed again. "Ten thousand dollars for Gerard, but that's not including the drugs you took from us."
I looked down at Gerard again, but he was looking away from me. "How much for the drugs?" I asked.
Alan smiled. "Twenty-four thousand."
I closed my eyes and pulled Gerard's tense body closer to me. "What happens if I don't pay?"
"Gerard works it off," John said calmly. With that Gerard pushed me away from him. "But I see Bert, that you can't pay it. So come on Gerard, you have a lot of work to do," Alan said walking to Gerard and picking him up roughly.
"No! I'll pay! Just don't touch him!" I shouted to them as they pulled at Gerard. They both stopped in their tracks, threw Gerard to the floor, and walked up to me. I looked over at Gerard for a moment before walking over to him. I helped him up on the couch. He cried and there was nothing I could do. I hated that he was in this much pain. I kissed him on the lips, but he moved away from me as quick as he could. I frowned at this and walked back to the two men in my living room. I motioned for them to come with me, and they followed me into my bedroom. I looked around the room for that one thing...
Gerard and I had installed a safe when we first moved in. We put almost everything from our savings in there. I just prayed that I hadn't spent it. I looked in the back of our closet at the framed picture of Gerard and me. I stared at it for a moment, the memory of it made me smile. I lifted it up to reveal the safe. I pressed in the combination and sighed in relief as I opened it.
I looked in to find everything in place. "Here," I called to them. I heard them walking over to me. "Three hundred thousand should be enough to make sure you don't come back. Ever," I told them.
They both looked at each other and exchanged a glance. "I think you can spare us another hundred," Alan said smirking. I nodded willing to do anything to make sure they didn't take my Gerard. Alan took the money gratefully and counted it.
"Pleasure doing business you," Alan said kissing me on the lips and smacking my ass. John kissed me too as he was leaving. At this point I just let them do whatever to me as long as they left us alone. Alan and John left the room and I followed. They both went up to Gerard and kissed him before finally leaving the house. I locked the door behind them and walked back to Gerard.
I lifted him up gently and he didn't fight me. He was too weak for that. I took him to the bathroom and sat him down on the seat in the shower. I got out and removed my clothes before stepping back in with him. I turned on the water, took Gerard in my arms, and brought him under the spray. He rested his head on my chest.
"Are you going to be okay?" I whispered. He lifted his head and carefully started to clean himself. He ignored my question, so I moved forward and kissed his cheek softly.
"Bert, stop," he whispered moving away from me.
"I love you," I said kissing his lips.
He moved further away from me. "No you don't."
"Yes I do," I said pulling him to me. He pushed me away from him, but I held him to my chest refusing to let him go. He cried out weakly saying how much he hated me, and I just let him get it all out.
"How much?" he cried looking me in the eyes.
I looked down at him confused. "How much what?" I asked.
"How much am I worth Bert!" he shouted at me. "How much did you pay for me?" he cried sinking to the floor burying his head in his hands. "I can't even live the way I want to..."
I looked at his small frame and sat down next to him. "Four hundred thousand," I whispered to him.
He nodded. "So you own me now," he said dejectedly.
I shook my head. "No...no," I reassured him.
He looked up at me. "Yes you do Bert. You sold me and then you bought me back!" he cried.
I shook my head again. "I didn't know what I was doing Gerard. If I could I would take it back, but I can't babe, and I'm so sorry. I don't own you, you own yourself."
He stood up gasping in pain. I stood up with him and grabbed him so he wouldn't fall. I shut off the water and picked him up. He opened him mouth to say something, but quickly closed it again. I carried him to our bedroom and set him on the bed. I looked around the room for a pair of boxers and t-shirt for him. The whole time Gerard looked at the ground completely silent not once looking up at me.
It was at that moment I knew I had lost him forever...
AN: this story is almost ending and I’m happy with all the comments I get and I love all of you for it...sorry it had to be like this
Author: Dark_dreamer123
Pairing: Gerard/Bert
Rating: NC-17
POV: Bert's POV
Chapter:9/10
Summary : Bert wakes up one day to realize that his world is forever changed.
Disclaimer: Don't own, don't sue
Author Note:Warning this has rape mentions of drugs and drinking. If you have any problems with it then tell me or plain and simple don’t read it. Special thanks to my beta Tanya. You made this chapter work so well. This is my first time posting in Bert/Gerard I hope you all like it. If you get confused at any point just ask me. If there any Pierre David in this story point them out to me if i missed any.
Chapter one and Intro
Chapter two
Chapter Three
Chapter Four
Chapter Five
Chapter Six
Chapter seven
Chapter eight
Chapter Nine
There was a loud banging at our front door that morning. Gerard was tangled around me. I lifted my head up to look around and heard that incessant banging once more. I shook Gerard gently until he woke up. He slowly opened his eyes, smiled at me, and kissed me on the lips whispering a soft 'morning' to me. The banging on the door continued. I looked down at Gerard and slowly kissed him as I forced myself to get up. I pulled the condom off my now flaccid member and threw it in the trash and picked up my pair of boxers.
Gerard started to giggle softly. "What?" I asked raising my eyebrow. He pointed to my stomach, and I looked down. There was dried come all over it. I looked back up at Gerard. "Yeah, it would have been so funny if I walked out like this," I said. Gerard just giggled again and threw me a t-shirt. He covered himself up with the covers as I went to answer the door.
The banging continued, and I opened the door slightly. "Hello, may I help you?" I asked the two men that were standing in the hallway. I looked at them. The first man was small and skinny, but from what I could see he had muscles. The second man was kinda fat but looked strong. He was also creeping me out by giving me this weird look.
"Hello Bert, long time no see. Sorry this took so long," the skinny one said. I looked at him totally confused. He stepped into my house pushing past me. This guy may look skinny and weak but man is he strong . The other one grabbed me pulling me into a half hug. "Hey dude, where's that hot ass of a boyfriend?"
I pushed him off of me. "What the hell man? What do you want with Gerard?" I asked. The skinny one kissed me on the lips quickly and walked into my living room. The fat guy pulled me to him and kissed my neck gently. "Your boy has a tight ass, I want it."
"Who are you?" I asked. He just smiled and slapped my ass.
"Come on Bert, loosen up. Don't act like you don't know us," he whispered pulling me closer to him. Suddenly I heard Gerard scream 'STOP'. I ran away from the fat guy and into the bedroom.
The skinny guy had Gerard in his arms touching his naked form. Gerard screamed again for him to stop. He pulled Gerard's hair kissing him on the lips. "Didn't Bert tell you?" he asked kissing Gerard again. Gerard looked over at me shaking his head no.
The man smirked. "John take care of Bert." John (the fat guy) nodded and grabbed me. I struggled to get away but the more I did the more I got myself stuck in John's tight embrace. He got a good hold on me and sat down in the arm chair pulling me into his lap and holding me into place.
The man kissed Gerard's chest. Gerard struggled to get away from him. He looked over at me and whispered, "Gerard, Bert sold you to me." The man smiled softly and kissed Gerard's neck.
My heart dropped at that moment. Gerard looked over at me his eyes wide with fear and tears dripping down his cheeks. He looked down defeated and uncovered his body to let the man touch him.
I shook my head no. "I did no such thing," I said.
John kissed my neck. "Yeah you did. Your boy is such a good fuck."
I shook my head and looked over at Gerard silent tears running down his face. "Gerard..." I whispered. If only things were different.
"What?" he asked walking over to me. The man hit him on the backside causing Gerard to jump.
"I'm so sorry Gee," I whispered.
But this time Gerard shook his head. "Sorry's not good enough this time," he replied his voice cracking at the end. I put my head down as the tears came to my eyes. I could hear Gerard's sobs as he walked over to the man and got down on all fours. I looked up at them.
The man smirked at me as he placed a condom over his dick. Gerard's arms began to shake as the man started to shove himself inside Gerard. I screamed 'NO' to him, but he just looked over at me and smiled. Gerard screwed his eyes shut and let the man violently fuck him harder and harder.
Gerard's mouth opened in a silent scream as the man ripped him apart. His eyes opened and he looked directly at me. "Did you ever love me?" he cried. The man pushed into his body rough and hard. I had to look away as he invaded my Gerard.
Gerard cried out again. I looked back over at them. Gerard was still looking at me with his eyes filled with such pain and hurt. He would have to close his eyes from the torture from time to time. "I will always love you," I whispered. Gerard screamed in pain as the man thrust particularly hard, burying himself deep inside Gerard's broken body.
I didn't get it. Gerard just let him do all of this to him. He didn't even put up a fight. I watched them not able to move. John started to touch me while holding me still thinking that I was getting off to this.
I couldn't even save Gerard from this. I felt so fucking helpless. Suddenly it seemed as though I had seen this all before. These two men. John and...Alan. My laughing and Gerard on the bed legs bent with blood running down them. They picked me up at a bar. Gave me drugs. Took me back to my apartment. I let them both rape Gerard.
I started to feel sick as I remembered this. I felt something poking me from behind. John was getting hard over seeing Gerard get raped. he slowly started to grind me trying to get any contact for his boner. He moaned softly in my ear. "You like that Bert?" he whispered. He moved down to my neck and bit it hard. I screamed as John just laughed.
He held onto me with one hand as he slowly rubbed me through my boxers. I only felt more sick as his hands ran over my clothed chest. I heard Alan cry out that he was coming. He started to thrust harder than Gerard could take causing him to fall forward with blood running down the back of his legs. Alan only moaned for the last time.
Alan got off Gerard pulled the condom off and threw it in Gerard's tear stained face. Gerard cried gritting his teeth in pain. He tried to move but cried out again when that proved to be too painful. John tossed me off him and ran over to Alan kissing him on the lips and grinding his crotch on Alan's leg.
"That...was...so...hot...baby," John said through kisses. I stood up slowly and ran over to Gerard. I sat down next to him pulling and took the condom off his face. I pulled him in my arms and kissed his cheek softly as I sobbed in his neck.
"I'll make it better," I whispered.
He shook his head weakly. "It's never going to be better Bert. Never," he said with tears glistening in his eyes.
I looked up at Alan. "You're not taking him with you! He's staying here with me and no one else! Do you hear me?" I shouted at him.
He laughed. "There's nothing you can do about it. You don't own him anymore Bert, we do." he smirked walking over to me and kissing Gerard on the lips.
"How much?" I asked looking down at Gerard.
"How much for what? Gerard?" Alan asked. I nodded. "I don't think you would have that much money."
"How much?" I shouted.
He laughed again. "Ten thousand dollars for Gerard, but that's not including the drugs you took from us."
I looked down at Gerard again, but he was looking away from me. "How much for the drugs?" I asked.
Alan smiled. "Twenty-four thousand."
I closed my eyes and pulled Gerard's tense body closer to me. "What happens if I don't pay?"
"Gerard works it off," John said calmly. With that Gerard pushed me away from him. "But I see Bert, that you can't pay it. So come on Gerard, you have a lot of work to do," Alan said walking to Gerard and picking him up roughly.
"No! I'll pay! Just don't touch him!" I shouted to them as they pulled at Gerard. They both stopped in their tracks, threw Gerard to the floor, and walked up to me. I looked over at Gerard for a moment before walking over to him. I helped him up on the couch. He cried and there was nothing I could do. I hated that he was in this much pain. I kissed him on the lips, but he moved away from me as quick as he could. I frowned at this and walked back to the two men in my living room. I motioned for them to come with me, and they followed me into my bedroom. I looked around the room for that one thing...
Gerard and I had installed a safe when we first moved in. We put almost everything from our savings in there. I just prayed that I hadn't spent it. I looked in the back of our closet at the framed picture of Gerard and me. I stared at it for a moment, the memory of it made me smile. I lifted it up to reveal the safe. I pressed in the combination and sighed in relief as I opened it.
I looked in to find everything in place. "Here," I called to them. I heard them walking over to me. "Three hundred thousand should be enough to make sure you don't come back. Ever," I told them.
They both looked at each other and exchanged a glance. "I think you can spare us another hundred," Alan said smirking. I nodded willing to do anything to make sure they didn't take my Gerard. Alan took the money gratefully and counted it.
"Pleasure doing business you," Alan said kissing me on the lips and smacking my ass. John kissed me too as he was leaving. At this point I just let them do whatever to me as long as they left us alone. Alan and John left the room and I followed. They both went up to Gerard and kissed him before finally leaving the house. I locked the door behind them and walked back to Gerard.
I lifted him up gently and he didn't fight me. He was too weak for that. I took him to the bathroom and sat him down on the seat in the shower. I got out and removed my clothes before stepping back in with him. I turned on the water, took Gerard in my arms, and brought him under the spray. He rested his head on my chest.
"Are you going to be okay?" I whispered. He lifted his head and carefully started to clean himself. He ignored my question, so I moved forward and kissed his cheek softly.
"Bert, stop," he whispered moving away from me.
"I love you," I said kissing his lips.
He moved further away from me. "No you don't."
"Yes I do," I said pulling him to me. He pushed me away from him, but I held him to my chest refusing to let him go. He cried out weakly saying how much he hated me, and I just let him get it all out.
"How much?" he cried looking me in the eyes.
I looked down at him confused. "How much what?" I asked.
"How much am I worth Bert!" he shouted at me. "How much did you pay for me?" he cried sinking to the floor burying his head in his hands. "I can't even live the way I want to..."
I looked at his small frame and sat down next to him. "Four hundred thousand," I whispered to him.
He nodded. "So you own me now," he said dejectedly.
I shook my head. "No...no," I reassured him.
He looked up at me. "Yes you do Bert. You sold me and then you bought me back!" he cried.
I shook my head again. "I didn't know what I was doing Gerard. If I could I would take it back, but I can't babe, and I'm so sorry. I don't own you, you own yourself."
He stood up gasping in pain. I stood up with him and grabbed him so he wouldn't fall. I shut off the water and picked him up. He opened him mouth to say something, but quickly closed it again. I carried him to our bedroom and set him on the bed. I looked around the room for a pair of boxers and t-shirt for him. The whole time Gerard looked at the ground completely silent not once looking up at me.
It was at that moment I knew I had lost him forever...
AN: this story is almost ending and I’m happy with all the comments I get and I love all of you for it...sorry it had to be like this