RL DRAMA (for real this time)
I really hate college.
Like actually loathe it. I am so burned out in school, and last semester was horrible and I will probably end up going for another semester. Because of ONE class. UGH. I should have quit years ago, but it seemed like the most viable option at the time. I always said I didn't want to work at McDonalds for the rest of my life, but honestly I could do it. It's looking real nice right about now. I am so unhappy with school, with life in general, it's hard to decide what to do next. I'm not suicidal anything I just lack direction and focus. I always felt that I should just suck it up, and be miserable, but I'm tired of being miserable. I went to college to get out of the house and because we could afford it (using my grandmother's money) and now it just seems like a waste of time. I'm going to have a degree that won't really get me anything because I'm not that interested in it and the only job experience I have is working at McDonalds for 5 years.
GRR, ARGH!!!
things preventing me from graduating:
ALSO! I can't do it over the summer, because the class I failed isn't offered then!! GAH.
Like actually loathe it. I am so burned out in school, and last semester was horrible and I will probably end up going for another semester. Because of ONE class. UGH. I should have quit years ago, but it seemed like the most viable option at the time. I always said I didn't want to work at McDonalds for the rest of my life, but honestly I could do it. It's looking real nice right about now. I am so unhappy with school, with life in general, it's hard to decide what to do next. I'm not suicidal anything I just lack direction and focus. I always felt that I should just suck it up, and be miserable, but I'm tired of being miserable. I went to college to get out of the house and because we could afford it (using my grandmother's money) and now it just seems like a waste of time. I'm going to have a degree that won't really get me anything because I'm not that interested in it and the only job experience I have is working at McDonalds for 5 years.
GRR, ARGH!!!
things preventing me from graduating:
- Sociology Internship (i could do it over the summer but I do not want to work at a prison, jail, or work with mentally handicapped people, poor people or at a women's shelter)
- I failed one of the required courses for my minor (information design) because... well bad attendance + stupid class= FAIL.
- We compared Bridget Jones to Dracula
- The tests were 20 questions, 10 multiple choice (with misleading word bank) and 10 fill in the blank (no word bank)
- everyday you had to write a little book report based on stupid prompts that combine upper level theorists with retarded books like Bridget Jones Diary
- This has nothing to do with Information Design
- I did learn about the printing press
- It's a freshman level course that is just- DUMB.
- Art Lib Ed Requirement. it was sad how fast the courses filled up! I am on the waitlist for one
- Me. I don't care about school. I care more about Rachel Berry and Finn Hudson than I do Sociology.
ALSO! I can't do it over the summer, because the class I failed isn't offered then!! GAH.