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For now
I use neither excuse nor pretense when I say I do not deserve you. I know enough of myself and encountered enough of you to discern the palpable truth. Far more than I need to admit, I care for you deeply and I must not let this linger. If I had not known you I would have gratefully held on to solitude. Alas, our paths did decidedly cross and I ( Read more... ) -
The Silliest
Who am I, but the great pretender?
I make my way with words so tender.
Creating worlds to disguise my own.
Furtively concealing truth unbeknown.
A silly attraction rooted from desire.
Was anyone's guess what could transpire.
You had me choked up and so mesmerized.
Your features I almost memorized.
A reckless drive of my own devise.
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Shoddy
I could stare at you for hours.
But it just wouldn’t be right.
You might notice and start another fight.
I can be with you for hours straight and get sick of your laugh.
I’m just being silly.
When you’re gone, I’ll miss your laugh.
You’ve been gone an hour.
I’ve been missing you for 3.
Hope you’d come back so I could finally breathe.
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This was an eventful year.
My LJ didn't stand witness. So,
New Years RESOLUTION #3 is write more on my LiveJournal.
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Waiting.
"So the day became one of waiting, which was, he knew a sin: moments were to be experienced; waiting was a sin against both the time that was still to come and the moments one was currently disregarding. Still he was waiting."
- Neverwhere, Neil Gaiman
{{ WARNING: EXCESSIVE EMO-NESS }}
Have you ever felt you've been waiting? Just waiting. For nothing ( Read more... ) -
Livid. Never lived it.
No more I-thinks and maybes. No more misconceptions or second-guessing. This is real. More real than anything I’ve ever known. I just wish it wasn’t. I wish it were just all in my head. Something I’ve conjured up from all the thinking I do. Even a big fat possibility would be better but not in any way the reality.
I woke up. I told myself to do it ( Read more... ) -
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