back to 25mg
we are goping to see what i am l;ike on 25 mg of seroxat, i was meant to be on 30mg of seroxat coming down by 5mg every 2 weeks, but i was pissed off at how long that would take, so on tues just gone i should have started at 20 mg, he friday and sat before that i was alreafdy on just 5mg hoping to be on 0 by the end of the week but game 07 had my moving arounf moe, metbolising more and had to up to 10mg. now gone up to 25mg and am, mightly pissed off, but am doing better.\ i just want all this drug shot to be ovr with.
sam concinvced dr to let me stay th weekend at 25mgsee if it im,proves as samwill be with me,. but dr def wants me in on mon or tues. still scared, dont want to admoit i am not in control. but wewill see maybe i will only need to stay 1 night, i have the cats to look after wine and bread to make house to clean and stab con to work at.\not really up to th wholebeing locked in hosp 5 star or not.
we will see fingers crossed ity will be ok
Dans
am at sams mum, things with me and sam are going better i think. so scard and so confused. but gonna pick redcurrents for some wine from sams mums garden, also i have done my revew for advent children and i am reading mouryoukiden - legend of the nymph have to say not ;likeling it toio muh so far but that could be cos brain isnt working gotta go help sams mum get ready fpr a bbq but after that type the advent children review. i'm stgarting to feel a lil more me,mybe i was just too ambitious with the meds.
also talkied to sams mum a bit about the depression, kinda need to asmy arms are cut to fuck, she seemd ok, worried about menopause, wants me to have kids first, i kinda agree but sam doesnt. hmmm so much to think about and so lil brain power. well off to the sunshine to prpare bbq
sam concinvced dr to let me stay th weekend at 25mgsee if it im,proves as samwill be with me,. but dr def wants me in on mon or tues. still scared, dont want to admoit i am not in control. but wewill see maybe i will only need to stay 1 night, i have the cats to look after wine and bread to make house to clean and stab con to work at.\not really up to th wholebeing locked in hosp 5 star or not.
we will see fingers crossed ity will be ok
Dans
am at sams mum, things with me and sam are going better i think. so scard and so confused. but gonna pick redcurrents for some wine from sams mums garden, also i have done my revew for advent children and i am reading mouryoukiden - legend of the nymph have to say not ;likeling it toio muh so far but that could be cos brain isnt working gotta go help sams mum get ready fpr a bbq but after that type the advent children review. i'm stgarting to feel a lil more me,mybe i was just too ambitious with the meds.
also talkied to sams mum a bit about the depression, kinda need to asmy arms are cut to fuck, she seemd ok, worried about menopause, wants me to have kids first, i kinda agree but sam doesnt. hmmm so much to think about and so lil brain power. well off to the sunshine to prpare bbq