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I never post on this thing anymore. It's probably because I have nothing to say.
I will say that I think I have some form of seasonal depression. I really hate this time of year. I have always done worse in school during fall semester than spring. I do not like how South Carolina can not make up its mind as to whether it wants to be warm or cool. I vote for cool. I want to drink hot chocolate and wear warm sweaters and scarfs.
I am $1000+ in debt at the moment. I can not pay off my Belk bill which means I will be raped in the ass with multiple late fees. Why on earth did I get one? or any of my other cards?
I still love my dog. He is really cute and loves this little toy I got him at Target for a dollar. He carries it with him when I take him out to pee in the morning. And when I get home he runs to the couch with it in his mouth until I sit down and let him and said toy lick me on the face.
Kelly and I are doing better. We sort of broke up. Went out on sort of dates and realized we were both insane and in love and just needed to get over our own shit. We are still fucking nuts though, but I think we are nuts for each other and thats whats the most important thing.
Columbia still makes me sad but more so because I rarely take part in anything that goes on. I think I've fucked myself over the last year by not keeping in touch with people/pissing a lot of people off. FOr that I am sorry. I try to be a good person, but that's not always easy. If you read this, I am sorry for not calling/writing/going out/or being generally friendly to you. Once midterms are over I am going to budget my time and money to include more going out in COla and seeing some old friends before they or I move away.
Is anyone going to see Portugal the man Saturday? I kind of want to but New Brookland scares the hell out of me. Please someone come and hold my hand. Tomorrow night I am going to art bar to see Jordan Blackmon, who I think hates me honestly, play and see the Heist. I say this with a sense of dread that what will really end up happening is I will get all dressed up only to spend the night with turtle and kelly and anchor man.
love,
Ashleigh.
I will say that I think I have some form of seasonal depression. I really hate this time of year. I have always done worse in school during fall semester than spring. I do not like how South Carolina can not make up its mind as to whether it wants to be warm or cool. I vote for cool. I want to drink hot chocolate and wear warm sweaters and scarfs.
I am $1000+ in debt at the moment. I can not pay off my Belk bill which means I will be raped in the ass with multiple late fees. Why on earth did I get one? or any of my other cards?
I still love my dog. He is really cute and loves this little toy I got him at Target for a dollar. He carries it with him when I take him out to pee in the morning. And when I get home he runs to the couch with it in his mouth until I sit down and let him and said toy lick me on the face.
Kelly and I are doing better. We sort of broke up. Went out on sort of dates and realized we were both insane and in love and just needed to get over our own shit. We are still fucking nuts though, but I think we are nuts for each other and thats whats the most important thing.
Columbia still makes me sad but more so because I rarely take part in anything that goes on. I think I've fucked myself over the last year by not keeping in touch with people/pissing a lot of people off. FOr that I am sorry. I try to be a good person, but that's not always easy. If you read this, I am sorry for not calling/writing/going out/or being generally friendly to you. Once midterms are over I am going to budget my time and money to include more going out in COla and seeing some old friends before they or I move away.
Is anyone going to see Portugal the man Saturday? I kind of want to but New Brookland scares the hell out of me. Please someone come and hold my hand. Tomorrow night I am going to art bar to see Jordan Blackmon, who I think hates me honestly, play and see the Heist. I say this with a sense of dread that what will really end up happening is I will get all dressed up only to spend the night with turtle and kelly and anchor man.
love,
Ashleigh.