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Do you ever get the feeling that everything you think is true is completely false?
I should have graduated today. If I had taken the four year college plan my high school guidance counselors laid out for me, I would be a college graduate. Instead, I have failed a class this semester, still have an incomplete from last semester, and have no idea how I am going to pay for summer school.
And I live at home with my parents again. Which isn't terrible, but it's not great either.
I am making really bad decisions in almost every aspect of my life and it is beginning to scare me.
Why do I only update this shit when I'm sitting at home, alone, with a bottle of red wine and some lexapro?
I still love my job. And my dog. And my friends.
I should have graduated today. If I had taken the four year college plan my high school guidance counselors laid out for me, I would be a college graduate. Instead, I have failed a class this semester, still have an incomplete from last semester, and have no idea how I am going to pay for summer school.
And I live at home with my parents again. Which isn't terrible, but it's not great either.
I am making really bad decisions in almost every aspect of my life and it is beginning to scare me.
Why do I only update this shit when I'm sitting at home, alone, with a bottle of red wine and some lexapro?
I still love my job. And my dog. And my friends.