Will you turn my black roses into Red ones?
"I want to have the courage to junp off this cliff.............. and fly for the very first time"
Have you ever just found yourself hunting.......... for something........... and when you finaly get it you find out it's not what you expected and it sure as hell is not what you wanted............ I'm there tonight
I'm so sick of running from everything.......... only to end up escaping into things that make me feel worse than empty........ hopeless
I want so much out of life and I know I have it in me to fight but the truth is I haven't found anything inside of me worth making myself fight for................
I feel uterly useless, entierly foolish, and absolutly disappointed in myself............
I don't feel worthy to call you abba or even to pray so can you pray for me instead, so I don't have to feel like this anymore?
~(I don't even want to say my name.... so can you just say it this time)
Have you ever just found yourself hunting.......... for something........... and when you finaly get it you find out it's not what you expected and it sure as hell is not what you wanted............ I'm there tonight
I'm so sick of running from everything.......... only to end up escaping into things that make me feel worse than empty........ hopeless
I want so much out of life and I know I have it in me to fight but the truth is I haven't found anything inside of me worth making myself fight for................
I feel uterly useless, entierly foolish, and absolutly disappointed in myself............
I don't feel worthy to call you abba or even to pray so can you pray for me instead, so I don't have to feel like this anymore?
~(I don't even want to say my name.... so can you just say it this time)