soul & heart connection with justben
justben is... ohmyGod/dessfuckingamazing. Wow. Tonight I was on the verge of tears several times because I'm just completely overwhelmed by how incredibly tender ze is. We were kissing and ze whispered to me that there were so many things ze wanted to do with me -- I sort of smirked to myself and thought, "me too," and then ze went on to describe all these beautiful things like spending time under trees and listening to music together and watching movies and then talking about the meaning in them. I felt like the rug had been pulled out from under me -- in a good way. I don't know why that surprised me so much but all I could think was "wow... oh my God, wow."
And ohhhhhhh, at one point we each had a hand over the other person's heart with our foreheads resting together -- it just sort of naturally happened -- and that felt like the most intimate touch I've ever experienced. The flow of it was hypnotic; a perfect steady pattern of our blended energy. And we breathed in unison.
AND. Ze is fiercely passionate (mmm, red souls are so fucking sexy!). Zir mix of tenderness and fierceness reminds me of the scent of cinnamon and vetiver, richly sweet with a sharp nip.
The connection I feel with Ben is so different from any I've felt before -- I've felt we have a soul connection but after tonight I'm pretty sure we have a heart connection too. I've never met any others who had both a soul and heart connection with me so this blend is quite new and amazingly different from the soul-only and heart-only connections I've experienced. ( what I mean when I refer to heart and soul) And ohhh, it's lovely. ♥
I am so the luckiest person in the universe. I have the most AMAZING people in my life!