sooo i'm manic for real and it sucks ass. that's why its 4:30am and i'm still awake. it's bad, like way more physical than mental though. i've dropped about 10 lbs because i'm just not ever hungry. and i can't sleep at ALL. i've been taking pills (vicodin or flexeril or whatever is around) and/or drinking to sleep and it sort of works but not ( Read more... )

so i'm trying to gain some weight back, cause now i weigh 100 lbs and that means i've lost 20 since the beginning of the semester. i used to not believe celebrities when they say they've been hospitalized for exhaustion or have gotten skeletal due to stress, but this semester has proven me wrong. so glad it's almost over... annndd in an attempt to ( Read more... )

but i'm back or something. mostly because being up here is crummy and i can't write in a diary because that involves more paper being in my filthy filthy living space and my hands get tired too. anyways i am here to bitch for the following reasons:

1. katie is crazy and has started getting physical

2. she had her mom and her insane boyfriend come ( Read more... )