ugg..another sick day. NO PATIENCE to binge and purge today. No ounce of energy to do any of that shit. I JUST WANT CONTROL! I can't seem to get it, so i just want to die.

---_---__---_---_--- fuck everyone whoever called me fat

i know that this illness will probably kill me but...i can't stop. IT SUCKS MAJOR ASS!

i'm sick with a really bad cold: i'm ( Read more... )

I JUST WISH MY BRAIN WOULD JUST SHUT OFF AT ABOUT 10:00 p.m
it's like "SHUT THE FUCK UP and GO TO BED"

<3 i'm such a skeeze

So i'm sooooo glad to be back at school. I don't exactly know why but I am. I guess it's because I'm one of those freaky people who are obsessed with a routine and need to stick to that routine or else they are crazy. AND NO I AM ( Read more... )

 Things need to change immediately in our fucked up society. I'm serious! I can't stand the fact that we are all so fricking judgemental about every little thing. I can't take it!

I posted a video on facebook not that long ago and apparently that made me gay. WHY?
Why must everything be gay or straight. why must kids my age put people down like this?
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i'm so fucking motherfucking pissed right now. I put on my favorite Foo Fighter's shirt on today and I just fucking realized something. (sorry for the language, I'm just really passionate about this), i've completely filled it out and I am like basically bursting out of it.

At the start of my freshman year of high school I weighed around 110-115... ( Read more... )

I'm sure i've never seen anything like the performance that I saw tonight in Carson, California. I saw an Italian Cirque show called "VIAGGIO". It was the best performance I have ever seen of any kind. Let me just run through the show for you.

FIRST ACT ( * means favorite performance, ** means best performance)

The Journey Begins: Meet Marionetta, ( Read more... )

well i'm slightly addicted to the cheddar jack cheezits that I have in my food pantry and I think I just binged on them. They felt so good coming in but now i just feel sick because I ate too many. I hate when food does that. That is partially why some of us purge! Am i wrong? Correct me if I am. I just love those foods ( Read more... )

Penelope's Loom

It must have been an honor

to be there at all. Some
refrained from speech.

Some remained disguised

where pressure began
to build where predatory

urges gathered under eyelids

flickering in a dream-
love's stalemate holding

the hour hostage. Years.

Timothy Liu