how my break up went
so yes... if u have heard from me as of late(matt)... u would know i had a boyfriend... notice how i said had... whell we broke up on sunday... i don't know... i was happy with him... and im happy without him... i just miss it all... i was sitting on the bus yesterday and usually i think of him to help pass the time... but now that we are broken up i don't see a need what so ever to do such... so i sat trying to find something to think about... but alls i could think about was how i had nothing to think about... i don't mind the fact that i don't have a boyfriend... i just mind the fact that i think i need someone else to live for... me and jon were having a conversation about this yesterday... and this is were i came to terms that i need someone in my life... but now that i have been in the relationship that i have been in i found a new respect for myself... and im not slutting around like i usually do after a relationship is over... i wish finding ur other half was alot ezer... like u could never want to be with anyone until u meet the person that u just know right off the bat that u will connect better with than anyone else in the world... but life is all about challenges and learning so the next time around in another life u will know what not to do... i actually did a numerology reading on myself... it said some things that i didn't learn from my past lives... actually it said that i would have problems with sex at the beginning point of my life... i found that funny... cause it was right... but that whole dating john thing really matured me emotionally... i think i know what i want in a relationship and know better what needs to be done about things... i learned alot from him and will never forget him for it... although i don't think i can ever forget him anyways... so we decided to be friends and im happy about that... because i don't think i wouldn't want to be friends with him after all i experienced with him... but i don't think i really have much more to say...
~tasha
~tasha