people and me
so yes... i hate people... why u may ask... cause they do things that make them human... i hate all of man kind so i hate when people act like themselves... but u know what i hate more then that... when ur friends start to act like the very thing in people u hate... but there are worse things... like when u start acting like people too... i hate that the most... it happened recently... yes i too acted like the very thing i hate the most... i did something i shouldn't have done... i opened up and let someone see the ugly side of me that i have done so well to hide and not let anyone not even my best friends see... and u know what hurt the most was that at that very moment they didn't like me either... i see so many things i don't like in this world and i wish i could change them... stop trying to carry the world on ur shoulders u may say... whell then pry it from my god damn back cause unless one of u fuck are gonna take it from me which i don't even think any of u have the strength to carry as much as i have 4 so long... then fine i will gladly give the world up... i would gladly give myself up... i would gladly give up on everything if i knew that everything was all taken care of after i gave it... but until then here i am... with this heavy thing on my back with no support... slugging around... and the population keeps getting bigger so i just can't wait till the world becomes too much weight and it crushes me to death...
~Natasha~
~Natasha~