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this is going to be long, deal;
as of right now, there are a lot of things running through my mind. i think thatif it weren't for my friends than i probably would be like i was when i was in 6th grade. thank god i'm not like that anymore. i'm sick of all the drama. it's really getting to me. i hate it when people look so down upon themselves. even though they are amazing people. i know that's hipocritical of me to say, because i look down upon myself all the time. but i see things that i hate about myself. and i'm an idiot for doing stupid little shit. i don't know. i hate my class. i am a freshmen, sadly and my class is just a bunch of immature little girls who don't know anything. they contradict themselves everyday, and their all two-faced. i don't want to run away from my problems, but i hate this town, i hate this state, i just want to get out. burnt hills is sometimes ok. lately i haven't really been hanging out with much people, i'm hopeing to change that. and my grades aren't the best, so i'm going to focus on getting them up so i don't have to go to summer school. -- and if i don't go to summer school, i'm going to be able to hang out with bri<3 <3.
but yeah, i'm not done with this entry i'll finish it later.
as of right now, there are a lot of things running through my mind. i think thatif it weren't for my friends than i probably would be like i was when i was in 6th grade. thank god i'm not like that anymore. i'm sick of all the drama. it's really getting to me. i hate it when people look so down upon themselves. even though they are amazing people. i know that's hipocritical of me to say, because i look down upon myself all the time. but i see things that i hate about myself. and i'm an idiot for doing stupid little shit. i don't know. i hate my class. i am a freshmen, sadly and my class is just a bunch of immature little girls who don't know anything. they contradict themselves everyday, and their all two-faced. i don't want to run away from my problems, but i hate this town, i hate this state, i just want to get out. burnt hills is sometimes ok. lately i haven't really been hanging out with much people, i'm hopeing to change that. and my grades aren't the best, so i'm going to focus on getting them up so i don't have to go to summer school. -- and if i don't go to summer school, i'm going to be able to hang out with bri<3 <3.
but yeah, i'm not done with this entry i'll finish it later.