Jul 02, 2005 23:43
I haven't written in this in a while. alot has happened
-Tom and I had gotten into a fight, but we resovled it.
-i passed 9th grade and i'm not going to summer school.
-i passed my earth science regents with a 72.
-hung out with a bunch of people i haven't seen in a long time
-hung out with marissa <3 bff
-went to minneapolis minnesota for the sbaa conference.
-i met a lot of cool people, and i miss all of them.
-I went to mall of america and shopped till i dropped. litterally.
-things have changed. as of right now my mood is i'm sad and lonely.
-everytime i think i found a boy that i like, i get shut down so i really dont know what todo.
-i know i have become more independant. i've realized that putting your heart into something and depending on it will just get you hurt. so now im just trying to not get hurt. even though i get hurt alot. oh well..
-i'm so glad that things have gotten back to normal with marissa and I. she is my best friend always has been but things happen and people change, i'm happy that we are talking and hanging out again.
i put alot of time and effort into making everyone else happy but me. i wish someone would try and make me happy. and succeed. because i really need to have that right now.