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yeah so i'm pretty upset::
i'm and idiot. i find someone i like, and than i expect so much from him. i expect to talk to him lots, maybe at least mean something but who am i kidding, i never mean anything to anyone. i'm just a "bitch", - yeah that's quoted. i guess it's true. i am a bitch, and worthless, and i don't deserve anyone. i'm a screw up. and i'm always alone. no body ever randomly calls me. i finally find someone who makes me smile like crazy and i blow it, i always blow it. myy godd
so i think ive decided i'm going to slow down on going on the computer so much. i hate drama, and that's all the computer is... drama. so if i'm never really on anymore, just call up the cell. 518.573.3171
kthnks.
i'm and idiot. i find someone i like, and than i expect so much from him. i expect to talk to him lots, maybe at least mean something but who am i kidding, i never mean anything to anyone. i'm just a "bitch", - yeah that's quoted. i guess it's true. i am a bitch, and worthless, and i don't deserve anyone. i'm a screw up. and i'm always alone. no body ever randomly calls me. i finally find someone who makes me smile like crazy and i blow it, i always blow it. myy godd
so i think ive decided i'm going to slow down on going on the computer so much. i hate drama, and that's all the computer is... drama. so if i'm never really on anymore, just call up the cell. 518.573.3171
kthnks.