May 28, 2007 21:09
All these years, it didn't matter that we were very different. Somehow we still managed to be great friends, but it seems to be mattering more and more these days. Its so easy to just talk to the people around you, the ones you see all the time and just let the ones who have gone away drift out of touch. I may not be super religious like she is, I never will agree with her faith, but that's never mattered before. It just seems to me that because I'm not in her box of highly religious intervarsity people that she doesn't take the time to keep our friendship up. I can keep trying, as always, but I'm not sure I will anymore. Maybe we're not supposed to be friends anymore and we're supposed to move on, it just seems like a shame after more than eight years. Someone once told me you keep in touch with the people you want to, guess I'm not on that list, but I'll accept it if I have to. Maybe it's time to face the fact that we don't have much in common anymore.