So I know everyone is allowed to have their own political opinions, but it kind of pisses me off to read people saying we're all screwed now because of how the election turned out. Pretty much anyone will do a better job than Bush so stop whining and wait and see. Now is the time when we get to see what becomes of all the political rhetoric, if it ( Read more... )

my  dad is in the hospital

I  can't wait to see everyone over Thanksgiving! Get ready for some bear hugs!

gah! I have tor read Heart of Darkness AGAIN, but this time for History....geez its like AP lit all over again....and I have five books alone for that freaking class.

I don't know why I'm so angry about this...ok thats not true, I'm angry cuz it was a bitchy thing to do but why can't I let it go. Maybe its the fact that I have no fucking clue what happened and I didn't even do anything. Nope. Yet she still cut me off. It just seems like a shame to me, to give up 14 years of friendship, especially when I don't ( Read more... )

Time to say goodbye, I guess. Can I just say that it absolutely sucks. Even so, that risk paid off, even though it hurts a bit now, I don't regret a single thing. I'll never see him again my cynical side says, yet thank god for the other side, that still has hope that maybe someday we'll cross paths again. It is a small world after all, and no ( Read more... )

The days all seem to melt together, but god they're soo freaking long too. They're all pretty much the same, not bad at all, just not something I could maintain for a long period of time. God, is this what being an adult is like? If so, I don't want to go there yet. I have to force myself to get out of bed and go to work everyday. Even though I ( Read more... )

Well one of my burning questions got answered, but funny thing, knowing the answer didn't change a thing. I'm looking for answers that can't be told. Its the old wait and see. Since the schoolyear has been more restful than my summer so far, I would rather just skip to fall and go back so I can start living again like I want to. Don't get me wrong ( Read more... )

All these years, it didn't matter that we were very different. Somehow we still managed to be great friends, but it seems to be mattering more and more these days. Its so easy to just talk to the people around you, the ones you see all the time and just let the ones who have gone away drift out of touch. I may not be super religious like she is, I ( Read more... )

Why is it that when this all started, I didn't think I would miss him this much once we both went home? When have I ever been emotionally detached ( Read more... )