it's early ...
Suddenly this morning I'm realizing that 6 AM did not exist for me during the past year at school, except for a few rare occasions when I was just getting home at 6 in the morning, but never did I once have to GET UP for something so early in the morning. BUT I shouldn't be complaining because I finally got a job, THANK GOD; I was beginning to wonder what would happen to me if I continued to lay around and do nothing all summer long. Boring ....
Do you ever look back and wonder what was so great about someone? Or think about why you can't get them out of your mind? I know he isn't that wonderful, in fact, he's pretty much an ass; I know he didn't care about me much and we haven't talked in months, and probably never will again, so whyyyyy then do I continue to think about him?? WHYYYYY? The world may never know, and I definitely do not. And I hate Matt, seriously, why have I wasted so much time on him? He's such an ... an ass, a LIAR, a slacker, he's going nowhere, he's not THAT hot, (ok-he's pretty hot ... but whatever), he's a doucheBAG, he never calls me when he says he's going to, he's always playing me, if he's not playing me I feel like he is, he still hasn't called me back since the other night when I called him and his stupid dumb girlfriend answered his phone, he cares NOTHING about me or our friendship, so YA KNOW WHAT? Neither do I!!! <
Janellllle dang it, I miss you, and I'm sorry I haven't called you much, but I'm housesitting and I can't call long distance from their house and my cell phone doesn't work way out here in the middle of nowhere where I am staying all by myself because, please refer back to my earlier comment, BOYS SUCK! And now that it's approaching 6:30 I have to go to work, 6:30 AM and I'm going to work, this is ohhhh so not good. We'll see how it goes .....