Mar 01, 2003 04:26
I'm sitting here and for once I feel very peaceful. I do not feel overwhelmed, I am not having anxiety attacks over things that I have no control over. The bouts of sadness are gradually ebbing away. I am starting to feel like myself again. I am empowered, and I'm awesome. Yes, I've had to cut a lot of things out of my life now in order to get to this point. But they were holding me back. I am ready for my next level of progression.
I am able to sit here tonight, and my mind is clear. The absence of worry...it's an amazing feeling. Tomorrow, I may feel differently. But right now, I'm ok. Yeah. This post had no purpose...move along.Will you think of times you told me
that you knew the reason,
why we had to each be lonely;
was it just the season?