I thought that I would be able to keep this journal for longer. But I think it's another year in pasisng that I want to give this whole venture up again and start over somewhere else. There are some things that make me physically ill having to think about now, and I feel like I'm losing spirit here. I took a Seroquil last night and went to bed at 8 ( Read more... )

I didn't get a position as an RA. I got some really shitty note that said after reviewing my file, they decided not to offer me a position. My friend Clint didn't get one either, though he was put on a wait list in case those people offered positions were not to accept. I was kind of pissed off about it. But life goes on and it won't be bad living ( Read more... )

There is sex being had in my shower. I am very angry as they've been in there since 4:45. It is now 5:47. This is just wrong...

( Good times )

( Got a second? )

I'm sitting here and for once I feel very peaceful. I do not feel overwhelmed, I am not having anxiety attacks over things that I have no control over. The bouts of sadness are gradually ebbing away. I am starting to feel like myself again. I am empowered, and I'm awesome. Yes, I've had to cut a lot of things out of my life now in order to get to ( Read more... )

Eventful week, only not really. I've recently become very addicted to Kingdom Hearts. I've never been much of a gamer as my parents never believed in letting me have any type of game system (other than Game Gear/Boy) when I was younger. I suppose they figrued I watched enough tv as it was, and I didn't need to spend any more time in front of it ( Read more... )

¿Es una fanatsía o una realidad ( Read more... )

Finally!

:)

So, I'm going to be able to pull out of Linguistics after all. I talk to my advisor, the professor, and my parents again today. My dad called at 10 in the morning to ask me if I was sure that I wanted to withdraw. I told him yes, and he said "Well, do what you need to do then...and don't tell your mother that I told you this." Heh. It's ok, dad. I ( Read more... )