Feb 16, 2006 03:11
Been too busy working, sleeping as much as I can get away with and watching even more 'Avengers' episodes (on my third and last one for the night).
You know, I know when I am in a mood, because several things happen:
-I play a lot of moody music
-I read morose stuff
-I order too much (today's victim: Brian Eno)
-I eat too much
-I buy too much
And I have done too much of the last two things to be normal behaviour, though now I have the entire Rufus Wainwright collection, the new Strokes and Goapele cds and plenty of interesting bargain books.
Why am I in a mood, you ask? Well.....I notice that yet again that when someone wants to talk on relationship advice, I seem to get asked right away. Even to the point of encouraging someone that I seem interested in to go for it in terms of chatting someone up, that doesn't happem to be me, BTW.
Well. Yeah. How would you react? You can't just come out and say something. Especially when you're pretty sure it's just jealousy on your part. That's just silly. But still.....why does it bug me so badly? That's what I can't get 'round.
BTW, Valentine's sucked as usual. I worked. I got no cards. Only candy from my folks. Same as last year. Even the doofus at work has managed to snag someone.
There has GOT to be something wrong with me, folks.
Blaeh. Like sucks. I finished with the Avengers for the night. I am gonna go to bed as soon as this song goes off.
music,
relationships,
work,
love,
books