GAH - omg
Getting overwhelmed feeling that I get, usually before I plummet to the depths of depression, although I don't seem to get the plummet, I just can't sleep.
I feel like there is a million things I need to do, but I don't want to do any of them and they feel like they are piling up on me threatening to drown me, I know I just have to do one thing at a time and it will be ok, but I just don't want to do any of them. Like I really need to take a shower.... dun wanna, need to make a doctors appointment... dun wanna, have to fill in paperwork.... dun wanna and HAVE TO DO WASHING BECAUSE OMG WE ARE MOVING..... dun wanna..... for some reason each thing feels like torture to even think about doing.... maybe I will take a bath and then see if I can get myself in the shower to wash my hair.... at least a bath is relaxing right