May 09, 2011 12:29
Almost made it though Mother's day with no idiotic mention of me being a mother.... I mean one guy that came to see the house said it, but how was he to know?
The one that REALLY shitted me was Scotts dad, WHAT KIND OF A FUCKING MORON IS HE??? Not only did I put a warning on facebook but he of all people should know that I DO NOT consider my pets to be my kids. But nooooooooo he has to "your daughter (Roxie)"
FUCKING IDIOT
I didn't swear at him like I wanted to, but I did de-friend him. So far there is no fallout...
I can tell Scott thinks I have over-reacted just a bit... obvioulsy my lack of having kids hasn't triggered in his mind as to why I'm so pissed off. I feel like I have failed everytime mothers day comes around, I've been married 9.5 years and haven't even had a pregancy scare... well not a proper one. FUCK. Of course now we know its me, so that even more peachy FUCK
All these ppl having babies, and even ppl who dont want babies having them
FUCK
To top it off I think I might be sick, I can't regulate my body temperature, I'm friggen boiling hot right now, but in bed I was freezing cold.... I think this is one of those sit on the couch and wish my life was over days....