3 am thoughts
Got laid off and it sucks, but there's other jobs out there. I've got to be optimistic :]
Since my lay off I may try and go to upstate New York. Erica found some cheap ass tickets to New York so I'm gonna take advantage. I've been missin' the bf like whoa. Yeah it hasn't been that long and I've loved catching up with my ladies, but I have my needs. Of course it's not all about sex, but sex is one of the important things on my list. I comment people who have long distance relationship including my past self because honestly I'm not cut out for that.
Also I need a break from AZ. I love the fam and my friends, but I think having a week or two away wouldn't hurt. Also I've heard the east coast especially small towns in the east coast are soooo much different from AZ. I want to experience that and meet all the bf's friends plus I want to see if I can make it out in the "country" because apparently back where Matty is from is pretty much "country" and may be in the far, far, far future we can raise our kids there. Yes I'm still young and love the city, but it's a humbling experience being in simple times haha.
Maybe I can be there for 4th of July because according to my mom back easy it's a big event and Matty has even told me about it. I want to experience something different. I already know how a Midwest small town runs and now I'm ready for the east coast. Also maybe I can sneak in a New York City visit plus Canada if I can fing my passport and renew that shit haha.
I'm hopeful and of course I'll keep job hunting since the lay off, but even Matty wants me to experience his town. I'd love to go and I'm ready :]
Loves
Since my lay off I may try and go to upstate New York. Erica found some cheap ass tickets to New York so I'm gonna take advantage. I've been missin' the bf like whoa. Yeah it hasn't been that long and I've loved catching up with my ladies, but I have my needs. Of course it's not all about sex, but sex is one of the important things on my list. I comment people who have long distance relationship including my past self because honestly I'm not cut out for that.
Also I need a break from AZ. I love the fam and my friends, but I think having a week or two away wouldn't hurt. Also I've heard the east coast especially small towns in the east coast are soooo much different from AZ. I want to experience that and meet all the bf's friends plus I want to see if I can make it out in the "country" because apparently back where Matty is from is pretty much "country" and may be in the far, far, far future we can raise our kids there. Yes I'm still young and love the city, but it's a humbling experience being in simple times haha.
Maybe I can be there for 4th of July because according to my mom back easy it's a big event and Matty has even told me about it. I want to experience something different. I already know how a Midwest small town runs and now I'm ready for the east coast. Also maybe I can sneak in a New York City visit plus Canada if I can fing my passport and renew that shit haha.
I'm hopeful and of course I'll keep job hunting since the lay off, but even Matty wants me to experience his town. I'd love to go and I'm ready :]
Loves