what is this 'happy'?
The fast paced awesomeness (or at least seriously upward swing) of my life lately has made it really hard to update. I generally find myself too exhausted to string words together after work and when I do, I use that for wooing girls online or over text.
Don’t judge me. Crushes are fun. Shut up.
So, I want to talk about my trip. I want to talk about my job. I want to talk about my friends. I want to talk about my birthday. All fantastic.
And sometimes I don’t want to talk about anything because this happiness scares me. It’s genuine, it’s real. I am joyous because life, my whole life, is going really well.
That’s scary. If it goes wrong, that will be real too. It’s like a beautiful hushed secret I can’t let out for fear of it floating away.
I’m tired. Long day of moving between schools on an hour sleep. I meant to take a nap. Maybe I still will, I have tomorrow off. I think I left my brain under a table in the lunch room.
What’s City Council’s excuse? HAVE YOU SEEN THE DISEMBODIED PIPPI LEGS GOING UP AT THE NEW LRT STATION?! Idiots.
http://community.livejournal.com/edmonton/995921.html
Don’t judge me. Crushes are fun. Shut up.
So, I want to talk about my trip. I want to talk about my job. I want to talk about my friends. I want to talk about my birthday. All fantastic.
And sometimes I don’t want to talk about anything because this happiness scares me. It’s genuine, it’s real. I am joyous because life, my whole life, is going really well.
That’s scary. If it goes wrong, that will be real too. It’s like a beautiful hushed secret I can’t let out for fear of it floating away.
I’m tired. Long day of moving between schools on an hour sleep. I meant to take a nap. Maybe I still will, I have tomorrow off. I think I left my brain under a table in the lunch room.
What’s City Council’s excuse? HAVE YOU SEEN THE DISEMBODIED PIPPI LEGS GOING UP AT THE NEW LRT STATION?! Idiots.
http://community.livejournal.com/edmonton/995921.html