Oct 31, 2008 01:30
I feel fantastic right now.
I went to Beers for Queers tonight and something about it, I dunno, everything added up to just awesomeness for me. I feel wonderful right now.
Maybe it’s the music. Hearing Metric, then S Club 7, then the Backstreet Boys, then Tegan and Sara. Well that makes me quite happy. I can’t help it. I’m easy to please in that way.
Maybe it was the company. I met a lot of very fun, new people. I liked talking to all of them. I hit it off really well with two different girls. I don’t really know what the deal was there. I was helping one girl study with the cue cards she had. That was fun. I learned stuff about ancient Chinese artists. She was neat.
I met the other person who’s working on Gaywire now. I like her, she’s cool. Very laidback. She drove me home. She was nice to talk to.
The only sort of weird part of my night is that Jasmin met up with someone at some point who turned out to be Karla, as in the girl that I know as Karey’s long term girlfriend. I’ve seen her before at the bar and at things like the pride awards. She was there alone. I talked to her a bit, seems cool. Not crazy like Bart said, but who knows. She gave me weird looks at first, I assume she knows who I am and doesn’t like me much, but other than some stares at first she didn’t show it.
What I did notice is her and Jasmin being very, very touchy. Are her and Karey over? Is she cheating? Is it just Jasmin? Why the fuck do I care?
Oh right, that’s me. It’s always going to be me. I’m drunk enough to know that and be alright with it, it’s who I am. I hope Karey is okay. She was at the bar on Friday when I went for my birthday, coupley with Karla. Which is why I can’t help but wonder. If they broke up in the meantime and Karla has moved on in less than a week, it’s going to break Karey again, like when I did the same thing and shattered her personality. I hope not.
But Karla is totally cute.
I got phone numbers, two in fact. But I think both girls are seeing people. What’s the deal there? Is it normal to give out your number when you’re already attached? I guess it’s not that weird. I’m not entirely sure about the first girl, but Facebook confirmed the second one. It’s probably just a friend thing.
It was funny with the first one, I went to the bathroom thinking about how I liked her but wasn’t sure if I really was ready to ask for her contact info. I decided I probably wasn’t going to ask for it, seemed too tough. I walked back and seriously right as I walked up to the group she said something to the effect of “I want you to be my friend! Can I have you number?”. It was cool. Problem solved.
I like people. People like me.
Happy!
bars,
girls