decisions decisions
I need to make a decision and I’m really not sure what to do.
I was supposed to go away for my detox this weekend. But Inoa, the person that I’m staying with, pointed out that because I need to be back at the end of the month, I could only go for a week and a half. That won’t be enough time to fix any of health stuff.
The other option is to go in September, right after the queer youth camping trip CampOUT (I’ve been asked to go as an adult volunteer, yay!). I could stay for as long as I need up until I go away to California. This is a better plan.
The problem is that I’m interviewing for jobs right now. I’m supposed to hear back from two anytime now and I feel like I have a good shot at both. Both start in September. I don’t really know if I want either for sure though, because both are full time. I don’t need full time, but it seems like anything interesting is always 4 to 5 days a week.
I could go away now and not get offered either job. I could lose out on the jobs if I’m away in September. I might not be ready to do any job unless I’m properly detoxed. Pros and cons all over the place. The Nexopia job is at a desk would be less taxing on my body. And the Bennett Centre one is right near my house which would make things a lot easier and awesome.
I almost want to have both jobs turn me down and inform me of such like right now, to make my decision for me. Of course this wouldn’t actually be a good thing, because I need a job. But I can’t do a job until I detox. Agh!
Well, neither have gotten back to me and they should’ve a few days ago, so I guess I’ll just assume the offers aren’t coming in.
I was supposed to go away for my detox this weekend. But Inoa, the person that I’m staying with, pointed out that because I need to be back at the end of the month, I could only go for a week and a half. That won’t be enough time to fix any of health stuff.
The other option is to go in September, right after the queer youth camping trip CampOUT (I’ve been asked to go as an adult volunteer, yay!). I could stay for as long as I need up until I go away to California. This is a better plan.
The problem is that I’m interviewing for jobs right now. I’m supposed to hear back from two anytime now and I feel like I have a good shot at both. Both start in September. I don’t really know if I want either for sure though, because both are full time. I don’t need full time, but it seems like anything interesting is always 4 to 5 days a week.
I could go away now and not get offered either job. I could lose out on the jobs if I’m away in September. I might not be ready to do any job unless I’m properly detoxed. Pros and cons all over the place. The Nexopia job is at a desk would be less taxing on my body. And the Bennett Centre one is right near my house which would make things a lot easier and awesome.
I almost want to have both jobs turn me down and inform me of such like right now, to make my decision for me. Of course this wouldn’t actually be a good thing, because I need a job. But I can’t do a job until I detox. Agh!
Well, neither have gotten back to me and they should’ve a few days ago, so I guess I’ll just assume the offers aren’t coming in.