Of all the things I keep putting off, getting my brain chemistry looked at is the most important. It probably fuels all the other things, the huge procrastination at the heart of all my procrastination ( Read more... )

I finished a freelance project this morning, and have no work right now. That always makes me nervous. Theoretically I have the time to do any number of things, but the more creative ones are difficult with thoughts of money niggling at the back of my mind. Discipline eludes me at the best of times; I have to manipulate myself into discipline. ( Read more... )