restless

[baldanders]

I finished a freelance project this morning, and have no work right now. That always makes me nervous. Theoretically I have the time to do any number of things, but the more creative ones are difficult with thoughts of money niggling at the back of my mind. Discipline eludes me at the best of times; I have to manipulate myself into discipline. The strange thing is, every time I do the things I have to manipulate myself into doing, I feel happy and satisfied. I have a broken motor; it needs to be jump-started constantly.

Money worries will probably have me putting stuff up on ebay all day tomorrow.