[Fic] Kimi no koe, boku no yume
Title: 君の声、僕の夢 [Kimi no koe, boku no yume - Your voice, my dream]
Pairing: AKame
Genre: romance, a bit of everything else ^_^
Rating: NC-17
Chapter: Part 4
Summary: “Anata no koe, watashi no yume by Takaguchi Hitoshi.” Kazuya let out loud as he flipped it around; his eyes set on the synopsis on the back. “A girl with a broken past meets a young man who seemed different from others. Can he help her overcome it? Can she clear the misunderstanding that was created? And if she does, what will her biggest dream be?” Kazuya finished and just stared at the book. “Sounds... interesting.”
Disclaimer: I own their hearts.... no, wait... it's the other way around *sigh*
A/N: This is for my girl hinatah . *HUG* I know you were the one that gave me the idea, so this fic is yours and yours only <3
As they arrived at the restaurant, Kazuya and Jin laughed at Reio's reaction when he met the former's other two brothers, as he admired all four of them. After a while, Reio faked a pout as he realized they started teasing him. At some point, Kazuya looked around the table at everyone there and smiled seeing them getting along well: Koji and Reio were still teasing the youngest among them, Yuya; Jin's mother was having a heated conversation with his own mother about... God knows what; and Jin, Yuichiro and his father were talking about business, apparently. He thought he could get used to that. He was happy knowing that his parents actually loved him, despite all. But what made him the happiest was that he met Jin, the man who changed his life. He pretended to pay attention to the conversation his father led, but was actually watching his crush, loving every line of his face, his eyes, his smile, his hair... his voice, which was music to Kazuya's ears. He was thinking how the older one changed his life, changed him, when he was brought back to reality by Jin's hand on his leg.
“Are you ok?”
“Why shouldn't I be?” The younger one smiled and moved his gaze on the table as he folded his arms on it. “I can't ask for more right now. Just look at everyone. I still can't believe how much things changed in such a short span of time.”
“Well, believe it. Because it's real.”
“Because you made it real.” he looked at Jin again and smiled. “Be right back.” Kauzya let out as he got up from the table.
“Where are you going?”
“Little boys' room.” the younger one answered as he leaned in to whisper, making the older one chuckle.
While in the restroom, Kazuya was thinking about the past weeks again. He smiled like an idiot as he remembered some of the moments the two went through, the warmth he received from the older one's family and from him as well, and the fact that the older one was there for him. But soon he felt a hand over his eyes and someone pulling him along somewhere. Kazuya was startled, but before he knew it, that person let go of him and turned him around.
“Jin?”
“Shh.” he placed a finger on his lips, silencing him.
“Why are we in this cubicle and why are we whispering?”
“Because of this.” Jin let out and crashed his lips over the younger one's in a passionate kiss. Kazuya was taken by surprise and didn't know how to react, but as he felt Jin's tongue hovering over his lower lip, he just closed his eyes and gave into the feeling. Kazuya was overwhelmed by all the feelings that flooded his heart and mind, that his knees almost gave in. Lucky for Jin's arms that were securely placed around his waist. “I love you, Kazu.” the older one let out as they parted for air. Kazuya looked at him with teary eyes and hugged him tight.
“I love you too. And I want to keep on loving you.” he said and felt a soft kiss on his temple. “And... thank you for making my dream come true.”
“Your dream?”
“Yes. To hear your voice.” he let go and smiled at Jin, who smiled back before placing a kiss on his forehead.
“We should go back. And... let's keep this a secret for now, ok? I mean... your dad's really cool, but I don't want to get killed by him anytime soon.” he chuckled sweetly.
“I won't let him do it.” he smiled widely. “But I do agree with you. However... there's one person that kind of knows what's going on between us.”
“Oh really? And that is...?”
“Koji.”
“Oh. Well, that's not a problem. Let's go.” he pecked Kazuya's lips and led both of them out.
Once arrived in the VIP section of the restaurant, Kazuya was surprised to see everyone standing and holding each a glass of what seemed to be champagne. Kazuya glanced at Jin confused before the latter took two glasses and gave one to the younger one.
“I'd like to toast for our son's freedom and to his new friend who helped him gain it. And also for Akanishi-san who took care of him during this hard time for him. Kanpai!”
Kazuya smiled widely, not expecting that. Yes, he was indeed happy. Everyone made a toast for Kazuya and the latter had to drink for almost each toast one glass of champagne and, seeing that he wasn't alcohol resistant, he was tipsy soon enough. That's when Jin decided to take him home, excusing both of them and leaving their families to continue having fun.
Jin made Kazuya sit in the passenger's seat, securing him with the seat-belt, after which he sat behind the steering wheel and started the engine. On their way to their apartment, the younger one complained that he was hot and he tried taking off his clothes. Jin stopped him, amused at how Kazuya was when tipsy. When they stopped at a red light, Jin gripped the younger one's hands - as they started roaming over his own body, trying to get rid of the fabrics that made him feel hot - and held them tight as he leaned in to place a heavy kiss on his lips, thus calming him down. He managed to convince him not to strip in the car, when he could do it at home, where they were alone. As soon as they walked through the door, Jin - who was carrying the younger one in his arms - made him stand until he took off his shoes and Kazuya's as well and took him in the bedroom, placing him on the bed they shared. The younger one didn't even bother to take his clothes off anymore and fell asleep instantly. Jin figured that he had had a really hard day and wanted to let him sleep. So he moved Kazuya in a more comfortable position before he himself got into bed. He placed a soft kiss on the younger one's head and placed an arm around his waist as he lied down. But soon enough he felt the younger one tossing in bed until he was facing the older one.
“Jin... thank you.” he let out with half lidded eyes.
“Go to sleep, Kazu. You need to rest.”
“No, I need you.” he smiled sleepily and placed a kiss on Jin's chest; he felt the older one hugging him tight. “I want to be only yours, Jin.”
“You already are.” he chuckled lightly.
“Jin?”
“Hm?”
“There's this... burning feeling inside me...” he let out faintly as he started taking off his clothes any way he could. Jin helped him strip the fabrics and soon felt Kazuya's heated skin and its softness. The younger one was just lying there, almost naked with his eyes still closed, and Jin could just stare in awe at how perfect his skin was. He traced a line starting from his shoulder, down to his waist, slowly, enjoying the feeling of the soft skin. He rested his hand on Kazuya's curvy hip, caressing the spot softly. Moments later, he felt the younger one pulling himself closer and stealing a sweet kiss, which soon turned into a passionate one, Jin forgetting about the hand on the hip, as he brought both arms around his waist. Kazuya was lying over Jin, placing soft butterfly kisses on every patch of skin on his face, making the older one giggle.
“I love you, Akanishi Jin.” he whispered, after which he nibbled softly on Jin's earlobe, earning a soft moan from him.
“Kazu, stop it.” he whined, trying to suppress his desire to devour the younger one's skin and claim him as his own.
“I can't. It's your fault for telling everyone they should toast.”
“Why blame me? You could've said 'no' to all those wine glasses.”
“Details.” he let out and placed a kiss on Jin's jaw.
“You amaze me sometimes. And this is one of those moments.”
“Oh shut up.” Kazuya crashed his lips over Jin's, in the same time sneaking a hand under his T-shirt, caressing his abdomen softly. Jin soon broke the kiss and took the younger one's hand away.
“Are you sure you want this?”
“If I weren't, would I still be doing this?” he let out as he retrieved his hand and trailed it further down, reaching Jin's hip area, right over his still clothed manhood.
“You're drunk.”
“No, I'm not.” Kazuya stuck his tongue out. “I was mostly pretending I was.” he beamed as he saw Jin's shocked face. “It's true that I'm a bit tipsy, though...”
“You mean you...”
“Yes, I wanted us to be alone. Because I missed you like hell.” Hearing those words, Jin sat up on one elbow and looked at the younger one - who was now lying near him - in disbelief.
“I can't believe you.”
“You don't have to believe me, you have to feel me.” he said and pulled Jin over him, attacking his lips. But soon enough the older one escaped and gripped Kazuya's wrists, bringing them above his head as he applied butterfly kisses from the younger one's jaw, to his neck and down to his chest. He rested his lips on Kazuya's chest, feeling it rise and fall from the deep breaths he was taking. Jin went lower and lower, with every inch discovering the incredible softness of his skin and the delicious way it took his bones' shape. Jin noticed the younger one didn't have a six-pack, but his body was well toned and in shape, which made him smile for a second before playing with Kazuya's bellybutton.
The younger one was enjoying the treatment he was receiving, with one hand gripping the bed sheet and the other brushing through Jin's hair, curling his fingers around the silky strands. He loved the feeling of them between his fingers and promised himself he'd stroke Jin's hair whenever he felt the need to, as it somehow told him Jin was there for him and for him only. As soon as he felt the older one's lips at the base of his manhood, Kazuya woke up from his daze, only to feel a sweet feeling tingling somewhere in his lower area. He murmured Jin's name and when the older one answered him with a “Yes?” he loved how the vibration of the echo of his voice that poured over Kazuya's manhood felt. He had never experienced anything like it before. Sure, he had one or two girlfriends, but... he didn't love either of them. Even when they gave him something like what Jin was giving him that moment, he couldn't feel anything special. Maybe it was because he didn't have such strong feelings towards them? Who knows... The most important thing was that Jin was there with him and only the thought of being near him gave him an insane amount of pleasure and a feeling of safety.
He was once again woken up from his thoughts as he felt a pleasant warmth surrounding his half-awakened member. He bucked his hips, thrusting inside Jin's mouth until he felt on the verge. Soon he groaned at the warmth leaving him, instead being replaced by Jin's hand as the latter went up to place a kiss on Kazuya's lips. As he planted butterfly kisses here and there, Jin played with Kazuya's lips with his fingers, slowly introducing them in the younger one's mouth. Kazuya gripped Jin's wrist with one hand, steadily and sensually licking the long fingers. Not long after, Jin took them out and claimed Kazuya's mouth, pressing a needy kiss on him. In the same time he stopped pumping on Kazuya, with that hand playing with one of the small nipples, trying to divert the younger one's attention from what he was about to do. Kazuya felt the intrusion and his muscles contracted a bit, not knowing exactly what was happening. As he glanced at Jin through his pleasure-lidded eyes, a question passed through his hazy mind: when did Jin undress?
“Try to relax. It won't hurt that much.” Jin whispered and demanded another kiss. He sensed Kazuya losing the tension in his lower region and that's when he decided to make an in-out movement with one finger. When he felt the younger one pushing himself down on it - faintly -, Jin introduced the second one and felt Kazuya whimper lightly into the kiss. He soon began a scissoring motion, wanting to prepare his lover. Just a few minutes later, Jin was sure that Kazuya was ready when he felt him bend his knees a bit, trying to create more space for his fingers to go deeper. But right then, he pulled them out, making the younger one groan in displeasure. “Patience, my precious.” he whispered softly as he aligned his own manhood to Kazuya's holy entrance. Jin went in slowly, giving the younger one time to adjust to the bigger object, but he himself was barely able to control his urge to just start pounding in him, as the warmth and tightness surrounding him were driving him mad with pleasure. Kazuya let out a painful whimper as Jin entered him, trying to adjust to the situation. The older one, noticing that, bent over him and placed his arms around Kazuya's shoulders, bringing him close to himself, whispering warm words of love, trying to take his mind off the pain. Jin then started moving slowly, as not to hurt his beloved.
Kazuya circled his arms around Jin's chest, holding tight as he adjusted to the new sensation. It was something he had never ever experienced: both the pain and the pleasure that mixed together in a harmonious way, making him almost lose his mind. He slowly got used to it and soon whispered in Jin's ear that he should move, finally getting to love the feeling of Jin inside of him. Moans filled the room and as Kazuya listened to Jin's, he fell in love more and more with him. When the older one reached his sweet spot, Kazuya cried out his pleasure and pulled himself closer to Jin, demanding another kiss and helping him thrust deeper and deeper. The older one remembered about Kazuya's forgotten little one and soon took it in his hand, stroking it in the same pace they were dancing.
Without words they knew both of them were getting closer to their climax and their moves became more and more frantic by each passing second. Kazuya was the first to spill his love seed all over his abdomen and Jin's hand, but kept his moves until he felt the older one filling him up, a sensation that sent jolts up his spine. He hugged Jin tighter and placed a soft kiss on his lips as both came down from their highs, his lips lingering over Jin's.
“I love you.” Kazuya whispered and fell back on the bed, pulling his lover along.
“I should get you cleaned up.”
“No. Let's just stay like this for a while longer. I want to remember this moment all my life.” he said, a tired and sleepy smile adorning his face. He felt Jin pull out and lie down next to him, bringing Kazuya close to him in a tight and loving hug.
“I love you too.” Jin let out and placed a soft kiss on his forehead. He was tired, but all he wanted to do was to watch the younger one: the flushed cheeks, the sweat-filled strands of hair on his forehead, the now red pouty lips... he found Kazuya more beautiful than before and the fact that the younger one now belonged to him entirely... he was more than happy. Jin pulled a blanket over them and Kazuya snuggled closer to him, wanting his warmth badly. They soon fell asleep, embraced, each having his own wonderful dream.
*
At first, when Kazuya woke up the next morning, he forgot where he was for a second . But as soon as his eyes roamed all around the room, he remembered everything. He then noticed Jin's arm, safely around his waist, holding him tight to his chest. The younger one turned around to face his lover and almost gasped in delight at the beautiful sight. Jin was deep asleep and the younger one didn't want to wake him up, so he just looked at him, analyzing every feature. But he couldn't resist placing a soft peck on the older one's nose. And one on his lips. When he wanted to place another peck on Jin's lips, Kazuya was startled when the older one pressed their lips together tighter.
“Ohayou.” he smiled sleepily, with eyes closed.
“Ohayou.” Kazuya let out, giggling. “Don't you have work today?”
“I'm going in later. To take my resignation letter.”
“Eh? You're quitting? Why?”
“Your father made me an offer I couldn't refuse.”
“Huh? I mean... how come?”
“We had a discussion yesterday about some economical stuff and he said he wants me on his team.”
“Wow... that's... great!” he grinned, thinking that things couldn't be better.
“And apparently, included in the package will be an apartment in Shibuya, one of the company's cars to use when I go to work and a salary with a lot of zeros at the end.”
“I see.”
“But I accepted on one condition.”
“Which one?”
“He lets you live with me.” Jin grinned, making Kazuya the happiest guy on Earth in that moment.
“We can also live in this apartment.” the younger one let out as he encircled Jin's waist and pulled himself closer. “I'm going to take a shower.” he said and gave his lover a kiss before he got up and left for the bathroom.
That day, they went to visit Kazuya's family, as the latter was curious if they actually changed just like that or it was just a passing thing. And to his surprise, the moment they walked through the door, they were met by Kazuya's mother smiling. Somehow, the younger one was nervous about stepping inside that house, but when he saw his brothers there as well, he shook the feeling off. When his father came home, they all sat at the table to eat together, something they haven't done in many years. Kazuya was a bit jealous seeing Jin talk a lot with his father, almost ignoring him. That's when the head of the Kamenashi family told them who was actually behind the car accident: the one who planned it was the owner of the baseball team that was supposed to play with Kazuya's team. He wanted to do something so that Kazuya would not have been able to play, wanting to increase their own chances of success. But Nakano found out about the plan and wanted to warn Kazuya, but his plan was used against him, thus getting him killed in the end. Also, Kazuya's father was informed that he would regain his position in the National Team and that everything would go back to normal. But then Kazuya frowned a bit, saying that he liked the way things were. He didn't want to go back to the Kazuya he was before the accident or to the family he belonged to then. What he had right then was more than enough for him. After saying those words, Kazuya thought he saw his father's eyes sparkle with tears, but it may have just been his imagination. However, he would accept the offer and get back on the team.
That day, while walking in the park back to their apartment, Jin decided to finally tell Kazuya the whole story about his friend that died ten years before. As he told him not long before, they went fishing out on a lake and a big wave was created, which hit their boat, making Jin fall out of it. His friend then jumped in after him, knowing that Jin couldn't swim, managing to bring him back in the boat. But then his foot was caught in something heavy that pulled him down. Jin desperately tried to find help, but by the time rescue arrived, the boy was already dead. Ever since then, Jin has been lighting candles and praying for him every night after his mother and brother went to bed, thinking that was the only way he could apologize to his friend. He never told them that, for the past ten years, most of his dreams were bad rather than good and he sometimes woke up in the middle of the night, all sweaty and panting. Seeing Jin so sad, Kazuya decided to change the subject and ask him what the end of that book was. He was desperate to know, especially since Jin hid the book from the younger one. With a defeated sigh he answered him, telling him that the girl disappeared and the young man was still not talking, his state actually worsening because of the guilt. He felt guilty of her disappearance because if he had said the words he had to say, the girl would have still been there with him.
“So you were afraid that I would have... disappeared?” A somewhat hopeful expression adorned his face.
“No, because I knew where they would take you and I would have visited you.”
“Oh haha.” Kazuya let out mockingly, poking Jin. “Who says I would have accepted your visits?” he said as he turned the key in the door, letting both of them inside. After the door closed, he felt himself being pushed to the wall.
“Because you love me too much.” Jin whispered, sending a chill down the younger one's spine.
“And you're so sure of that.” Kazuya raised an eyebrow, trying to hide his actual expression and feelings.
“Of course I am.” the older one breathed out and crashed their lips together, bringing Kazuya's legs up around his waist and leading both of them to the bedroom.
It took them a few days for each of them to get used to their new life and habits. Their new schedules were infernal, but they always made time to meet for a coffee in the city or lunch at the restaurant Kazuya's family owned. The evenings and nights were theirs. Once or twice they decided to go clubbing, but it always ended up with them back home, cuddling or doing something else in bed. Was it maybe because they weren't used to going out, or was it that they just felt possessive while in the club and wanted each other for themselves? If that were so, they would never admit it.
The two were getting along very well and everyone around them saw that. They almost never displayed their affection in public, so everyone else thought they were just very good friends living together. The only ones that seemed to know something were Koji and Reio and they were very discreet about the fact. And whenever Jin and Kazuya had an argument, at least one of the two would help them make up. They thought that the couple was one of the best they've seen so far, secretly being a bit jealous of the two.
“By the way... what did you tell my parents that day that made them attend the trial?”
“Not telling you.” Jin let out with an evil grin plastered on his face.
“Oh come on~ I'll tickle you if you won't tell me.”
“Fine then.” he leaned in, his lips close to Kazuya's ear. “I told them that if they wouldn't go, I'd kidnap you, take you a place far away and make love to you all day.”
“You-you d-didn't!” Kazuya looked at him shocked.
“Of course not.” he chuckled teasingly, earning himself a soft punch on his shoulder. “But that's what I would have done if they weren't there.” he whispered and nibbled on the younger one's earlobe.
“Pervert.” Kazuya let out in a half-horny, half-happy tone as he felt his clothes falling off him with such speed that it almost scared him. Almost.
~おわり~
Pairing: AKame
Genre: romance, a bit of everything else ^_^
Rating: NC-17
Chapter: Part 4
Summary: “Anata no koe, watashi no yume by Takaguchi Hitoshi.” Kazuya let out loud as he flipped it around; his eyes set on the synopsis on the back. “A girl with a broken past meets a young man who seemed different from others. Can he help her overcome it? Can she clear the misunderstanding that was created? And if she does, what will her biggest dream be?” Kazuya finished and just stared at the book. “Sounds... interesting.”
Disclaimer: I own their hearts.... no, wait... it's the other way around *sigh*
A/N: This is for my girl hinatah . *HUG* I know you were the one that gave me the idea, so this fic is yours and yours only <3
As they arrived at the restaurant, Kazuya and Jin laughed at Reio's reaction when he met the former's other two brothers, as he admired all four of them. After a while, Reio faked a pout as he realized they started teasing him. At some point, Kazuya looked around the table at everyone there and smiled seeing them getting along well: Koji and Reio were still teasing the youngest among them, Yuya; Jin's mother was having a heated conversation with his own mother about... God knows what; and Jin, Yuichiro and his father were talking about business, apparently. He thought he could get used to that. He was happy knowing that his parents actually loved him, despite all. But what made him the happiest was that he met Jin, the man who changed his life. He pretended to pay attention to the conversation his father led, but was actually watching his crush, loving every line of his face, his eyes, his smile, his hair... his voice, which was music to Kazuya's ears. He was thinking how the older one changed his life, changed him, when he was brought back to reality by Jin's hand on his leg.
“Are you ok?”
“Why shouldn't I be?” The younger one smiled and moved his gaze on the table as he folded his arms on it. “I can't ask for more right now. Just look at everyone. I still can't believe how much things changed in such a short span of time.”
“Well, believe it. Because it's real.”
“Because you made it real.” he looked at Jin again and smiled. “Be right back.” Kauzya let out as he got up from the table.
“Where are you going?”
“Little boys' room.” the younger one answered as he leaned in to whisper, making the older one chuckle.
While in the restroom, Kazuya was thinking about the past weeks again. He smiled like an idiot as he remembered some of the moments the two went through, the warmth he received from the older one's family and from him as well, and the fact that the older one was there for him. But soon he felt a hand over his eyes and someone pulling him along somewhere. Kazuya was startled, but before he knew it, that person let go of him and turned him around.
“Jin?”
“Shh.” he placed a finger on his lips, silencing him.
“Why are we in this cubicle and why are we whispering?”
“Because of this.” Jin let out and crashed his lips over the younger one's in a passionate kiss. Kazuya was taken by surprise and didn't know how to react, but as he felt Jin's tongue hovering over his lower lip, he just closed his eyes and gave into the feeling. Kazuya was overwhelmed by all the feelings that flooded his heart and mind, that his knees almost gave in. Lucky for Jin's arms that were securely placed around his waist. “I love you, Kazu.” the older one let out as they parted for air. Kazuya looked at him with teary eyes and hugged him tight.
“I love you too. And I want to keep on loving you.” he said and felt a soft kiss on his temple. “And... thank you for making my dream come true.”
“Your dream?”
“Yes. To hear your voice.” he let go and smiled at Jin, who smiled back before placing a kiss on his forehead.
“We should go back. And... let's keep this a secret for now, ok? I mean... your dad's really cool, but I don't want to get killed by him anytime soon.” he chuckled sweetly.
“I won't let him do it.” he smiled widely. “But I do agree with you. However... there's one person that kind of knows what's going on between us.”
“Oh really? And that is...?”
“Koji.”
“Oh. Well, that's not a problem. Let's go.” he pecked Kazuya's lips and led both of them out.
Once arrived in the VIP section of the restaurant, Kazuya was surprised to see everyone standing and holding each a glass of what seemed to be champagne. Kazuya glanced at Jin confused before the latter took two glasses and gave one to the younger one.
“I'd like to toast for our son's freedom and to his new friend who helped him gain it. And also for Akanishi-san who took care of him during this hard time for him. Kanpai!”
Kazuya smiled widely, not expecting that. Yes, he was indeed happy. Everyone made a toast for Kazuya and the latter had to drink for almost each toast one glass of champagne and, seeing that he wasn't alcohol resistant, he was tipsy soon enough. That's when Jin decided to take him home, excusing both of them and leaving their families to continue having fun.
Jin made Kazuya sit in the passenger's seat, securing him with the seat-belt, after which he sat behind the steering wheel and started the engine. On their way to their apartment, the younger one complained that he was hot and he tried taking off his clothes. Jin stopped him, amused at how Kazuya was when tipsy. When they stopped at a red light, Jin gripped the younger one's hands - as they started roaming over his own body, trying to get rid of the fabrics that made him feel hot - and held them tight as he leaned in to place a heavy kiss on his lips, thus calming him down. He managed to convince him not to strip in the car, when he could do it at home, where they were alone. As soon as they walked through the door, Jin - who was carrying the younger one in his arms - made him stand until he took off his shoes and Kazuya's as well and took him in the bedroom, placing him on the bed they shared. The younger one didn't even bother to take his clothes off anymore and fell asleep instantly. Jin figured that he had had a really hard day and wanted to let him sleep. So he moved Kazuya in a more comfortable position before he himself got into bed. He placed a soft kiss on the younger one's head and placed an arm around his waist as he lied down. But soon enough he felt the younger one tossing in bed until he was facing the older one.
“Jin... thank you.” he let out with half lidded eyes.
“Go to sleep, Kazu. You need to rest.”
“No, I need you.” he smiled sleepily and placed a kiss on Jin's chest; he felt the older one hugging him tight. “I want to be only yours, Jin.”
“You already are.” he chuckled lightly.
“Jin?”
“Hm?”
“There's this... burning feeling inside me...” he let out faintly as he started taking off his clothes any way he could. Jin helped him strip the fabrics and soon felt Kazuya's heated skin and its softness. The younger one was just lying there, almost naked with his eyes still closed, and Jin could just stare in awe at how perfect his skin was. He traced a line starting from his shoulder, down to his waist, slowly, enjoying the feeling of the soft skin. He rested his hand on Kazuya's curvy hip, caressing the spot softly. Moments later, he felt the younger one pulling himself closer and stealing a sweet kiss, which soon turned into a passionate one, Jin forgetting about the hand on the hip, as he brought both arms around his waist. Kazuya was lying over Jin, placing soft butterfly kisses on every patch of skin on his face, making the older one giggle.
“I love you, Akanishi Jin.” he whispered, after which he nibbled softly on Jin's earlobe, earning a soft moan from him.
“Kazu, stop it.” he whined, trying to suppress his desire to devour the younger one's skin and claim him as his own.
“I can't. It's your fault for telling everyone they should toast.”
“Why blame me? You could've said 'no' to all those wine glasses.”
“Details.” he let out and placed a kiss on Jin's jaw.
“You amaze me sometimes. And this is one of those moments.”
“Oh shut up.” Kazuya crashed his lips over Jin's, in the same time sneaking a hand under his T-shirt, caressing his abdomen softly. Jin soon broke the kiss and took the younger one's hand away.
“Are you sure you want this?”
“If I weren't, would I still be doing this?” he let out as he retrieved his hand and trailed it further down, reaching Jin's hip area, right over his still clothed manhood.
“You're drunk.”
“No, I'm not.” Kazuya stuck his tongue out. “I was mostly pretending I was.” he beamed as he saw Jin's shocked face. “It's true that I'm a bit tipsy, though...”
“You mean you...”
“Yes, I wanted us to be alone. Because I missed you like hell.” Hearing those words, Jin sat up on one elbow and looked at the younger one - who was now lying near him - in disbelief.
“I can't believe you.”
“You don't have to believe me, you have to feel me.” he said and pulled Jin over him, attacking his lips. But soon enough the older one escaped and gripped Kazuya's wrists, bringing them above his head as he applied butterfly kisses from the younger one's jaw, to his neck and down to his chest. He rested his lips on Kazuya's chest, feeling it rise and fall from the deep breaths he was taking. Jin went lower and lower, with every inch discovering the incredible softness of his skin and the delicious way it took his bones' shape. Jin noticed the younger one didn't have a six-pack, but his body was well toned and in shape, which made him smile for a second before playing with Kazuya's bellybutton.
The younger one was enjoying the treatment he was receiving, with one hand gripping the bed sheet and the other brushing through Jin's hair, curling his fingers around the silky strands. He loved the feeling of them between his fingers and promised himself he'd stroke Jin's hair whenever he felt the need to, as it somehow told him Jin was there for him and for him only. As soon as he felt the older one's lips at the base of his manhood, Kazuya woke up from his daze, only to feel a sweet feeling tingling somewhere in his lower area. He murmured Jin's name and when the older one answered him with a “Yes?” he loved how the vibration of the echo of his voice that poured over Kazuya's manhood felt. He had never experienced anything like it before. Sure, he had one or two girlfriends, but... he didn't love either of them. Even when they gave him something like what Jin was giving him that moment, he couldn't feel anything special. Maybe it was because he didn't have such strong feelings towards them? Who knows... The most important thing was that Jin was there with him and only the thought of being near him gave him an insane amount of pleasure and a feeling of safety.
He was once again woken up from his thoughts as he felt a pleasant warmth surrounding his half-awakened member. He bucked his hips, thrusting inside Jin's mouth until he felt on the verge. Soon he groaned at the warmth leaving him, instead being replaced by Jin's hand as the latter went up to place a kiss on Kazuya's lips. As he planted butterfly kisses here and there, Jin played with Kazuya's lips with his fingers, slowly introducing them in the younger one's mouth. Kazuya gripped Jin's wrist with one hand, steadily and sensually licking the long fingers. Not long after, Jin took them out and claimed Kazuya's mouth, pressing a needy kiss on him. In the same time he stopped pumping on Kazuya, with that hand playing with one of the small nipples, trying to divert the younger one's attention from what he was about to do. Kazuya felt the intrusion and his muscles contracted a bit, not knowing exactly what was happening. As he glanced at Jin through his pleasure-lidded eyes, a question passed through his hazy mind: when did Jin undress?
“Try to relax. It won't hurt that much.” Jin whispered and demanded another kiss. He sensed Kazuya losing the tension in his lower region and that's when he decided to make an in-out movement with one finger. When he felt the younger one pushing himself down on it - faintly -, Jin introduced the second one and felt Kazuya whimper lightly into the kiss. He soon began a scissoring motion, wanting to prepare his lover. Just a few minutes later, Jin was sure that Kazuya was ready when he felt him bend his knees a bit, trying to create more space for his fingers to go deeper. But right then, he pulled them out, making the younger one groan in displeasure. “Patience, my precious.” he whispered softly as he aligned his own manhood to Kazuya's holy entrance. Jin went in slowly, giving the younger one time to adjust to the bigger object, but he himself was barely able to control his urge to just start pounding in him, as the warmth and tightness surrounding him were driving him mad with pleasure. Kazuya let out a painful whimper as Jin entered him, trying to adjust to the situation. The older one, noticing that, bent over him and placed his arms around Kazuya's shoulders, bringing him close to himself, whispering warm words of love, trying to take his mind off the pain. Jin then started moving slowly, as not to hurt his beloved.
Kazuya circled his arms around Jin's chest, holding tight as he adjusted to the new sensation. It was something he had never ever experienced: both the pain and the pleasure that mixed together in a harmonious way, making him almost lose his mind. He slowly got used to it and soon whispered in Jin's ear that he should move, finally getting to love the feeling of Jin inside of him. Moans filled the room and as Kazuya listened to Jin's, he fell in love more and more with him. When the older one reached his sweet spot, Kazuya cried out his pleasure and pulled himself closer to Jin, demanding another kiss and helping him thrust deeper and deeper. The older one remembered about Kazuya's forgotten little one and soon took it in his hand, stroking it in the same pace they were dancing.
Without words they knew both of them were getting closer to their climax and their moves became more and more frantic by each passing second. Kazuya was the first to spill his love seed all over his abdomen and Jin's hand, but kept his moves until he felt the older one filling him up, a sensation that sent jolts up his spine. He hugged Jin tighter and placed a soft kiss on his lips as both came down from their highs, his lips lingering over Jin's.
“I love you.” Kazuya whispered and fell back on the bed, pulling his lover along.
“I should get you cleaned up.”
“No. Let's just stay like this for a while longer. I want to remember this moment all my life.” he said, a tired and sleepy smile adorning his face. He felt Jin pull out and lie down next to him, bringing Kazuya close to him in a tight and loving hug.
“I love you too.” Jin let out and placed a soft kiss on his forehead. He was tired, but all he wanted to do was to watch the younger one: the flushed cheeks, the sweat-filled strands of hair on his forehead, the now red pouty lips... he found Kazuya more beautiful than before and the fact that the younger one now belonged to him entirely... he was more than happy. Jin pulled a blanket over them and Kazuya snuggled closer to him, wanting his warmth badly. They soon fell asleep, embraced, each having his own wonderful dream.
*
At first, when Kazuya woke up the next morning, he forgot where he was for a second . But as soon as his eyes roamed all around the room, he remembered everything. He then noticed Jin's arm, safely around his waist, holding him tight to his chest. The younger one turned around to face his lover and almost gasped in delight at the beautiful sight. Jin was deep asleep and the younger one didn't want to wake him up, so he just looked at him, analyzing every feature. But he couldn't resist placing a soft peck on the older one's nose. And one on his lips. When he wanted to place another peck on Jin's lips, Kazuya was startled when the older one pressed their lips together tighter.
“Ohayou.” he smiled sleepily, with eyes closed.
“Ohayou.” Kazuya let out, giggling. “Don't you have work today?”
“I'm going in later. To take my resignation letter.”
“Eh? You're quitting? Why?”
“Your father made me an offer I couldn't refuse.”
“Huh? I mean... how come?”
“We had a discussion yesterday about some economical stuff and he said he wants me on his team.”
“Wow... that's... great!” he grinned, thinking that things couldn't be better.
“And apparently, included in the package will be an apartment in Shibuya, one of the company's cars to use when I go to work and a salary with a lot of zeros at the end.”
“I see.”
“But I accepted on one condition.”
“Which one?”
“He lets you live with me.” Jin grinned, making Kazuya the happiest guy on Earth in that moment.
“We can also live in this apartment.” the younger one let out as he encircled Jin's waist and pulled himself closer. “I'm going to take a shower.” he said and gave his lover a kiss before he got up and left for the bathroom.
That day, they went to visit Kazuya's family, as the latter was curious if they actually changed just like that or it was just a passing thing. And to his surprise, the moment they walked through the door, they were met by Kazuya's mother smiling. Somehow, the younger one was nervous about stepping inside that house, but when he saw his brothers there as well, he shook the feeling off. When his father came home, they all sat at the table to eat together, something they haven't done in many years. Kazuya was a bit jealous seeing Jin talk a lot with his father, almost ignoring him. That's when the head of the Kamenashi family told them who was actually behind the car accident: the one who planned it was the owner of the baseball team that was supposed to play with Kazuya's team. He wanted to do something so that Kazuya would not have been able to play, wanting to increase their own chances of success. But Nakano found out about the plan and wanted to warn Kazuya, but his plan was used against him, thus getting him killed in the end. Also, Kazuya's father was informed that he would regain his position in the National Team and that everything would go back to normal. But then Kazuya frowned a bit, saying that he liked the way things were. He didn't want to go back to the Kazuya he was before the accident or to the family he belonged to then. What he had right then was more than enough for him. After saying those words, Kazuya thought he saw his father's eyes sparkle with tears, but it may have just been his imagination. However, he would accept the offer and get back on the team.
That day, while walking in the park back to their apartment, Jin decided to finally tell Kazuya the whole story about his friend that died ten years before. As he told him not long before, they went fishing out on a lake and a big wave was created, which hit their boat, making Jin fall out of it. His friend then jumped in after him, knowing that Jin couldn't swim, managing to bring him back in the boat. But then his foot was caught in something heavy that pulled him down. Jin desperately tried to find help, but by the time rescue arrived, the boy was already dead. Ever since then, Jin has been lighting candles and praying for him every night after his mother and brother went to bed, thinking that was the only way he could apologize to his friend. He never told them that, for the past ten years, most of his dreams were bad rather than good and he sometimes woke up in the middle of the night, all sweaty and panting. Seeing Jin so sad, Kazuya decided to change the subject and ask him what the end of that book was. He was desperate to know, especially since Jin hid the book from the younger one. With a defeated sigh he answered him, telling him that the girl disappeared and the young man was still not talking, his state actually worsening because of the guilt. He felt guilty of her disappearance because if he had said the words he had to say, the girl would have still been there with him.
“So you were afraid that I would have... disappeared?” A somewhat hopeful expression adorned his face.
“No, because I knew where they would take you and I would have visited you.”
“Oh haha.” Kazuya let out mockingly, poking Jin. “Who says I would have accepted your visits?” he said as he turned the key in the door, letting both of them inside. After the door closed, he felt himself being pushed to the wall.
“Because you love me too much.” Jin whispered, sending a chill down the younger one's spine.
“And you're so sure of that.” Kazuya raised an eyebrow, trying to hide his actual expression and feelings.
“Of course I am.” the older one breathed out and crashed their lips together, bringing Kazuya's legs up around his waist and leading both of them to the bedroom.
It took them a few days for each of them to get used to their new life and habits. Their new schedules were infernal, but they always made time to meet for a coffee in the city or lunch at the restaurant Kazuya's family owned. The evenings and nights were theirs. Once or twice they decided to go clubbing, but it always ended up with them back home, cuddling or doing something else in bed. Was it maybe because they weren't used to going out, or was it that they just felt possessive while in the club and wanted each other for themselves? If that were so, they would never admit it.
The two were getting along very well and everyone around them saw that. They almost never displayed their affection in public, so everyone else thought they were just very good friends living together. The only ones that seemed to know something were Koji and Reio and they were very discreet about the fact. And whenever Jin and Kazuya had an argument, at least one of the two would help them make up. They thought that the couple was one of the best they've seen so far, secretly being a bit jealous of the two.
“By the way... what did you tell my parents that day that made them attend the trial?”
“Not telling you.” Jin let out with an evil grin plastered on his face.
“Oh come on~ I'll tickle you if you won't tell me.”
“Fine then.” he leaned in, his lips close to Kazuya's ear. “I told them that if they wouldn't go, I'd kidnap you, take you a place far away and make love to you all day.”
“You-you d-didn't!” Kazuya looked at him shocked.
“Of course not.” he chuckled teasingly, earning himself a soft punch on his shoulder. “But that's what I would have done if they weren't there.” he whispered and nibbled on the younger one's earlobe.
“Pervert.” Kazuya let out in a half-horny, half-happy tone as he felt his clothes falling off him with such speed that it almost scared him. Almost.
~おわり~