[ public phone call ]
Everyone, I am sorry to bother you so suddenly! I, um... I don't need to say this!

I am an alcoholic! No wait, I mean! m-mi, I only drink a bit and I am very good at not becoming too drunk! But I am also a few hundred years old mentally, so do not be alarmed! Because back home I am stuck in a cycle of being killed over and over ( Read more... )

[ The kite called "Furude Rika" has crashed. With her recent death, Rika has found it hard to act like "Furude Rika". As it's been before, throwing that kite in the air and getting it to sail is difficult. Realizing it's a pointless thing to try, she's locked herself in her bedroom for the past two days. Come Friday morning, she will be on her ( Read more... )

[ private ; though, her housemates and anyone creeping outside the house may hear her talking to herself at around midnight, because she's saying this while chilling on the window sill... with grape juice. Though she's tempted to switch to wine again. ]

As I suspected. The figures of power in this town do not seem to work together. Even that ( Read more... )

[ Residents of the Jones Family household may have noticed Rika's odd behavior this morning. She immediately took a key to her room and opened the door, looking very determined, and has since then been quite quiet and well, Rikaemo. She very soon locked the front door and went to her room to drink some of her wine, to soothe herself, and make a ( Read more... )

[ Rika is quite embarrassed after eating that sour candy. Enough so to have not attended school Monday or Tuesday or answered the phone lately.

If Keiichi and Erika checked their mailboxes, they might find that Rika left them a bag of fresh cookies with a generic apology note attached.
Sen might notice that Rika left cookies she baked on the kitchen ( Read more... )

[ Rika's been in a bad mood lately. So when the candy started getting tempting she had no willpower to resist it. As long as she avoided the sweeter looking pieces. Which is how she ended up eating sour candy. ]

Fufufufufufu. Perhaps I was wrong about Mayfield. For all the pain it's causing, it's about the same as I go through back home, isn't it?  ( Read more... )

[ after her talk with Keiichi, Rika got quite inspired.  She even put what wine she has left away, sticking it much further under the bed, and hasn't been sulking on the window sill lately either. Her other regains are neatly placed in a shoebox and put under her bed with the wine, though she's beginning to notice the price of her latest syringe. ]

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It's already the 26th... Only a few days left. I'll reach July soon. I'll have finally taken "Furude Rika" to live a year older than expected. I haven't gotten her killed.

I'm getting excited. I can't wait... Is it okay for me to be this eager?

Mi~i. But I forgot to do my shrine maiden dance for my friends. I wonder if it would be okay to do it late ( Read more... )

[ private ramblings ]

A whole year has passed... That means, for the first time, I am physically a year older...  I've never aged like this. I wonder if I will grow while I am here? Even if just once, I'd like to experience growing older... For all of the horrible things Mayfield has done, I'm at least glad for this.

[ public ]

mi~i! I think I'm ( Read more... )

[ Private - ish / Hackable Rambles of Furuderika Bernkastel ]

It should not have bothered me quite this much.
In Mayfield, I am exposed to losing people more than back home, yet even so, none of my friends were involved this time. It should not bother me to lose those people that I will never see upon breaking free of this trap. I have brought " ( Read more... )